tqs guys!!

tqs guys for remembering my bday!! i tot u guys already forget!! haha... thanks caroline,wei yeng, and beeling ...for the present (the necklace and the orge stuff-) lookx cute okey!! hehe..i love it actually..haha...and to pei zhi,tq for the boaster..i love it so much!! haha...tqs for celebrating wif me on my bday(after final)...haha...

(thanks to all d ppl who share the present wif my bunch of frenx)

stress man!!

im having maths exam tomorrow!!!
and i cant concentrate in my study..
cox im too tension and nervous...
even though i've prepared bfr my cumin exam...
but...
wat the fcuk!!
im so damn nervous rite now and cant sleep!!
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i noe is just a small tiny exam tat takes afew hours..
after tat ''FREE'' ...
but watx on my mind is...
im afraid of being fail and ..
re sit the paper..
man... is hard!!
even though for my program is hard to fail!!!
but ...
nothing is impossible..
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hhuhu!!

i want to cry already!
wat the fcuk man!!
i cant bared to see my previous result ...
and I KNOW IM FAILING !!
cox.. i noe...

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wat am i suppose to do??
im damn nervous!!!
i feel sleepy too...

-help-

oh my god!!! u know wat??

I WANT TO SLEEP SO BADLY!@#$%&*
can't u guys help me out???
i can't wait for semester break...
as im suffering rite now...
can't i took a short cut to ''cut off'' my burden...
and i stay freely in thix earth...
took off all my shirt and sleep on the bed nicely...
without thinking any assignment n homework
and also tomolo classes...
as im waiting for my ''HEAVEN'' ...
to come on the mile away...
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as im walking back home alone...
thinking every step i went through in my life...
is it worth it to go through this way??
thinking every ''sin'' that i have done all this year
do all the ppl forgave all my ''sin'' that i had done?
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- LIFE AINT ' EASY-

what the fcuk!!!

( i hate exam,i hate exam, i hate exam, i hate exam)

man thix word had appear in my mind for tonne of times,
really annoyed me sometimes..

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(life aint fun at all!!! life aint fun at all )

i hate to describe thix when it came to life,
but i had to admit ...
sometimes life aint fun at all...
wat can i say???

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( i hate u , i hate u ,i hate u)

u guys must be wondering...
am i saying thix to my ''bf''...
or any other human that appear in my life...
u guys got wrong...
i say thix to the books!!!

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(im gonna b crazy, im gonna be crazy, im gonna be crazy)

when the final exam is comin...
the statement above is describing my attitude that
gonna be happen ....
when exam comin....!@#$%^&*+

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- man i hate all thix stuff-

hoiw am i suppose to do??

next month would be my final exam,
i wonder y time passes so fast,
and im still imagine im in a long term rite now..
it is a mistake actually..haha
i just finish my quiz today
dunno how to do''is wat im describing my test paper''
it is hard okie!! wat u expect...
i hope i can do well in final.. haix..
and to stupid e fong:

'' i call u to draw then draw larh''...dun complaint and gave all the stupid reason... cox of u i got scolding from my boss.. u idiot larh..better finish the logo and the poster bfor final''.... err...

tell u guys something..
this fella is always did the way that he want
and he forgot that im his boss ...
he never accept ppl opinion n decision ..
accept for his own
-never take him as my worker again-''i swear''...

in the other hand,
andrew is nice..
but actually din looks nice
act nice.. -he looks like acting ,wat can i say-
but i can say he is 100% better then e fong
man that guy!@#$%#$#

i hope he can finish the ''bunting '' for me...
he is a great designer anyway..
but i wonder y he take business??
-weird-

and li voon..
hope u can gave me the idea for the ticket..
im desperate for ur help...
BUT...
plx don't take it as a burden okie...
feel free to draw...
if u are busy,then nvm...

-HOPE I CAN FINISH ALL MY ''THINGS'' BFOR FINAL-

Not gonna celebrate my b'day on maths quiz!!

today is pei zhi b'day!!
''happie b'day gurl''....
nothing much today... doing usual stuff and going usual class...
'' is life that boring??''... *sign*
i bought for pei zhi orange colour shirt!! *is nice u noe*..
and guess wat?? she love it ..( ^ . ^) ..

after today classes over we went to mamak and each of us eat...
* 2 plates of meal* ... wow!!! even the mamak waiter have a big SHOCK!!
we chat n chat until... ''is time for us to go back''... haha

actually i have a perfect good mood today,untilllll.............
my stupid maths lecturer said that we are going to have a quiz on my b'day...
see... the problem is ''ON MY BIRTHDAY''... what the heck?? y dun she replace it another day...
i dun wan to have a big stress on my b'day...
i wan to ENJOY instead!!!

... haix!!!!...

this makes me piss off man!!! really larh!! ... haix... (-.- )

stresss.....im getting fatter!!

for god sack, my final exam is around the corner *next month*
well,on this month we will have quiz!! for us, quiz is like a small tiny test...
n the worst thing is '' i not yet study''...
man!! izzit study is so hard???
i having this phobia since i was in from 5...
i know this sound weird...
but it came naturally to me when i was in form 5 ''means having my spm tat time larh, after tranfer to art stream''...
i start to lack of confident and afraid to fail in each and every subject...
so...it goes like this until now...
i try to overcome my problem ,
but i fail to do it!!!!
i don't know why???
i need someone to help me out!!
( god plx send an angel to me when im stress out)...haha
im so desperate to end this semester , cox i dun have to face my ''economic & maths'' again
i dun wish to get a distinction on that two particular exam paper
i will be glad if i pass with grad c... (><)...
cox i now my ability to handle this two subject...
The worst thing is, when i start having stress,
i will start to eat..(i means alot alot that kind wan)...
when i start eating it will be none stop.. (tatx the main reason i grew fatter)
so... i cant control control myself until the food i ate finish..
Man !! this is hard!! and u know wat!! i dun wan grew fatter edy larh
i already like pig summore eat arh!! ...haix...

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hope i can pass my this semester final exam!! and plx, no more re sit the paper again!!
i serioualy dun wan to face it in next sem...

y must i suffer like that??

okie, it must start like this
i having my exam few days ago
before i doing my exam, i read my book
i seriously read until midnite until the next mornin*maybe*
when i start doing my exam on that day, tell u guys the true...
i doing sooo welll...i answer all the question ... fill all in the blank
when the result release, omg!!! i fail for it!!! i dun understand y!!
ixxit that stupid lecturer fault or my problem??
i did not take a look at my exam paper!!! buit my frenx told me!!!
man!!! ixxit true???
i had no idea !!!
god!!! this is hard!!

GoD U ThErE??

if heaven was a mile away
and you could ride by the gates
would you try to run inside when it open?
or would you try to die today?
would you pray louder finally believe HIS power
even when you couldn't see,you could feel it
would you still doubt him?
how would you start acting?
would you try to put the key down?
thinking every fight that you fought
he could see it now
would a friend want to help you now?
would he even want to call you now?
if he knew on his own two feet,he could just strolling out
to get away and stop all the craziness
but i bet there is a heaven for an atheist
is hard taking this racist planet that they take a brother away
even he is innocent to get in the car
seven days a week keep trying,but people
Is hard and god ,your people are not bold
but we still need you
this world , my home world, would leave it to you too
if heaven was a mile away
i would pack up my bags and leave this world behind...