yep!! random...

gambateh^^^
gambateh^^

Have too be

evry step im doing now,evry thing that i am done now....

I FEEL REGRET :(

but, is too late to turn bck my time...

I TOTALLY LOST MY LAUGHTER & I TOTALLY LOST MY OWN ME!!~~

Inside me only contain an empty feeling....an empty mind

and sometimes i feel worthless to myself!!~~

*after a few years consideration and regret-tion tht i've made*

i shuld start all over again!!~~

thr is thin hope that only i can open it myself.....

the only thing that can make me laugh again,the only thing that can make me feel good again is..

*SONG*
especially korean&japanese song
evnthough i dunno wat the hell they are singing...
but
the songs make me feel *ME* again.... and
there are 100% nicer thn chinese song..
(solli for chinese singer fan ya ;p)

i love to sing,i enjoy evry moment,evry steps,evry sentences of the lyric...
and i DO LOVE ENJOY SINGING....(eventhough my voice suckx)
but, tht was the only way i found my own self again...
SERIOUSLY...
* I ALSO DO HOPE THAT EVRYONE AND EVRY UNIVERSE CAN HEAR MY VOICE*
(even the chnces is soo tinny)

BUT,

let me try
*for the sack of my only dream*

hurtfull msg!!~

people always thought im proud, people always thought i got 2 faces, people always thought i got empty mind, people always thought im stupid,people always thought im annoying,people always thought im irresponsible,people always thought i bad stab,people always thought im full of ego, people always thought im a bad gurl, people always thought im lying,people always though im disgusting,people always thought im talkative... people always talk..people always talk.....

there is always "people always talk...." whn and they never ever stop talking .... they kept on and on and on... and u know what?? sometimes thy even "thought" whn they are doing the same mistake like me...wat is the different?? -sama sahaja larrr-

pointing others and being self proud - is not nice ~~

i do back stab,i do two faces,i do have empty mind,i do have low IQ,i do lie, i do ... and i do....

but,
ASK URSELF!!

do u guys backstab,do u guys having two faces,so u guys lie... yup,maybe u guys smarter thn me...but do u guys do the mistake that i did... i bet u did!!

but,
HEY!!

do u feel nice whn u complain others whn u also did it??


come on man!!
think twice!!

people always learn frm mistake ,and is the way they grow to be a better person... so do i,i did a mistake,i do wanna learn,i so wanna be a better person...dont u want too??

but,
hey!!

CAN U AT LEAST GIVE PPL A CHANCE TO BE A BETTER PERSON,BEFORE U START JUDGING THEM BY THEIR PASS?????

MAN!!~~ I NID A BREAK HERE... SERIOUS A BIG BREAK!!~~

- MAY GOD BLESS U GUYS DUDE!!~~

lovingyou ~~

JAEJOONG:
ano eki ni tsuita nara kimi wa mou boku no kanojo
janaku naru
sukoshi yukkuri aruite kimi wa kotoba sagashiteru

JUNSU:
saigo made iwanakute mo ii yo sono kao mite wa wakaru
kara
itsumo machi awaseshiteta kaisatsu ga chikazuku yo

YUNHO:
oh everyday boku no tonari de waratteta

YOOCHUN:
you far away mou nido to ano hi no kimi ni aenai ne

JAEJOONG:
Lovin' you tsunaideta kimi no te ga Lovin' you
hanarete yuku
Lovin' you boku no te wa nukumori wo Lovin' you
oboeteru no ni

JUNSU:
mamoreru to negatta kimochi wa nani wo oshitsuketa
dake kana
kimi no kokoro ga tojiteku sore sae mo kizukazu ni

YUNHO:
oh hard to say nani wo ieba yokatta darou

YOOCHUN:
so far away mou ichido egao mo kimi ni shitai no ni

JAEJOONG:
Lovin' you itsumade mo tsuzuiteru Lovin' you yume wo
miteta
Lovin' you donna hi mo kawarazu ni Lovin' you
kagayaite itayo

CHANGMIN:
ashita mata aeru mitai ni itsumo no you ni furimui te
hoshii
kimi to kita sono subete omoi de ni naru mae ni

JAEJOONG:
Lovin' you tsunaideta kimi no te ga Lovin' you
hanarete yuku
Lovin' you boku no te wa kimi dake wo Lovin' you
motometeru no ni

Lovin' you itsumade mo tsuzuiteru Lovin' you yume wo
miteta
Lovin' you donna hi mo kawarazu ni Lovin' you
kagayaite itayo

Lovin' you.. yume wo miteta

maybe he will be alrite~~~

i dont feeel rite
yes,im regret!!!~~~
*hate to admit*
but i have to do this!!!~~~

i dont feel rite when im with him....
i dont feel comfortable whn i go out with him...
i dont like that kinda feelllinggg...
which is not alrite for me at all!!~~

yes, we are friend!!!~~
but,to tell u the truth.......
u do not give me a "friend" feeling when i talking or going out with you...
maybe we shuld not start this...
maybe is my fault...

OR

maybe.... in past life i owe u 2months companion....

shuld be lar!!~~

im regret whn im doing this...
but,i think is better for me...
and is better for u...

you will be alrite then!!~~~
^^