Surprise in Life

Surprise !!

2010-12-21T11:51:00.000-08:00

Back

;)

Knew that i been away for too long perhaps :(

Anyway,

Been back from Penang few days back ;0

Having good food but not very pleasant weather

The weather is like so unpredictable,

Is like;

in the middle of no where, there came the rain drop

Geez..

Couldn't upload some photo because I've not compile it with the other resources yet

Kekeke

U know, they came from different camera man & photoshop and ....etc etc

(promise will upload soon)

Anyway,

Christmas is around the corner !! Yeeeppp

Have u bought any gift yet??

I just went shopping with Yee Peng to hunt for some pressie give away ;0

Couldn't wait to give them away

Thanks too Yee peng for giving me an earlier Christmas pressie

Babe, u know who u are

Don't worry, u guys will get one soon !!!

Besides the pressie, my aunt (Chew Yong) gave me an early Christmas surprise too

which is

Cake !!!!

*drool*

Aren't they adorable?

It doesn't taste like a cake,

Taste more like a sponge cake with a lil orange flavor n mint in between

;)

Its Yummilicious

Thank You Aunty Chew Yong

;)

p/s Just receive a post laju parcel today. Will post about it tml. Couldn't wait

The Halloween

2010-11-02T08:46:00.000-07:00

Do you get to celebrate Halloween with your friends/family?

I bet you do..

I did not miss out either

But this year is different for me :)

I got to celebrate with my high school friends

that match the title " The Haunted School"

*Wink*

The event was organized buy "ehem"

my school mate Beii & her best cousin Cyan.

Before the event , The gurl and I got to meet up in Ee Guat(One of my classmate) hse

We totally going crazy in making up & dressing up,

Spending almost 2 hours by scribble on each other face & tie each other "hanging" hair ...lolx

Worry-ING about getting late and complaint about "unpleasant make up" lolx

that was so much fun * kekeke

Its make me wonder , its been a long time that we having fun together...

[I miss the moment already.... :( ]

We were driving a lil like crazy cow in Highway ...lolx

(bcox of guat bf driving scare me off grr...grr)

Getting lost on the way, and

TADAAA.......

We was the earlier guest that arrive "swt" xp

As usual , we rush to the mirror room and touch up our make up(kinda) .. lol

left(Liwah,Me,Sue&Guat)

Post a picture in a Mirror Room..

& laughing at each each make up was so much FUN.. lol

When we enter to the room, saw all the beautiful decoration..

Omg,

this cant stop us from taking picture.. hahaha

Saw this at the edge of the room,

look kinda creepy n creative...

lolx

Why i wonder,Liwah was her own world with the spider webs,

While,me sue n guat got hungry for a bone.

.kekeke

I was trying to catch & eat the bat..

Look kinda dramatic.. haha

While the rest of the three like

"Flying Bat Kite"

*Pengsan*

Beii join our cam whore moment too

We took this picture when they turn off the light,

Kinda creepy ler ...

2nd capture from the dark room.

Trick Or Treat???

Oh yea,I got my own coffin on the very day..

The girl get their's too :0

Can't resist the web behind xp

Me: Get outta my way,sueling is my bone!!!

Liwah:Nah!!! Gv u sweet la ~*

Me: Im liking it, and its mine.....

Wah:Get outta my way!!

lolx

Cute isn't it??

Sue & I was playing magic in it

We have a lil game that night

(sorry did not pic it)

Guess what

I WON BEST DRESS EVER!!!

Thrill~*

Got to post with the BEST DRESS BONE

This is the high school gang back then,

Just ignore the guy behind

Beii daddy giving the BEST DRESS BONE

lolx

He was funny,asking me to dance at the stage

for being the best dress

lolx

for not being humiliate myself i start to

RAN OFFF ~puff~

We capture a picture with the witch behind.

The only exist witch in town that night

lolx

Hahahaha

Speechless

Below was a few group that been form for a game that night

Having so much and getting pressie & lots of surprise too

THE BOO TEAM

I couldn't remember much of the rest of the team name

But everyone was having lot of lot of fun that night.

I SHALL COME BACK FOR NEXT YEAR

*wink*

0 Is None

2010-10-24T10:18:00.000-07:00

Back to childhood, i always being day dreaming. With full of enthusiasm and full of energy back then, i had wish to become a Singer,Pianist,Artist,Doctor, went for scuba driving, own a boutique and cafe shop, get a car ...etc etc....

After a long long journey , as i start to realize all i just wanted is just Freedom.What i mean about freedom is, on that time that i could really be myself and stand up for myself.

Which include no more social politic,no more drama,no more lies,no more burden and no more gossips. But think again, when will this ever end? Maybe never? Being a typical student that face a lot of failure and obstacle with social,environment and society, when will this had to end?

Maybe never? If this had no ending, when will the freedom start to appear in my life?

Apparently, things will never change if i did nothing. Am I right? Unfortunately, i silently went into a lost path that face a lot of obstacle and failure which added me advantage to see the other sides of my innocent the world.

I had learn that, in which place that we fail is the place that we grow. Maybe it might not be true for others, but it was true to me,honestly. As i know being an ignorant and lies behind my truth will not help for good.(Even though sometimes white lies could help a lil). As for me to grow stronger and wiser, i shall act wisely or maybe change a lil bad character in me might help. Stop nagging,complaint or many ignorant might help me to be a lil wiser too.

I had a fix believe that "Being an adult is difficult and Complicated". But what would it change in me if i did not change it for myself? Or what would it be different in me if i did not stood up and start doing something about it? Things might not change for good for sure. rite?

Learn to be wiser is better then Talk to be wiser.

What would it be if it was wasn't so????

2010-10-19T09:54:00.000-07:00

Typical question i will ask:

had you ever been in relationship??
do you have friends around you OR MAYBE BEST FRIENDS that keep faith on you???

Have you came across in this above situation?
Yes? Good For you...
No? Well lets see whats best for u..

Well, have you ever think of taking both above in long term or short term?? or maybe depends?? Well, let see.

When you were in relationship(Friends,Family or Lover...etc etc), is either in the way of Love or Like.Agree?? Both came/fall in same way sometimes,or sometimes not. Right?? Well, if you want to keep all relationship in long term or maybe they "set" it in your precious "location", Respect is the key. agree??? Eventually it came before trust and our priority. right??
Well, if you do not respect they will eventually or slowly leave you for good. Experience that??? People usually thought,especially come typical old Chinese business man, they usually thought "friends" is just a pieces of paper, that you can drew them if you want them(take them for granted) and throw them if you does not want them(Ignore them if you dont need them). But what would happen if one day their own family could not help them maybe in financially or morally support. Who will they first think of?? Friends?

p/s Well , i have to agree that sometime friends have been a "pat" wan, or maybe "back stab" or maybe bla bla bla

Just imaging that you did not experience that above and just you and your family,relative or just yourself. Do you think your life will be more colourful? or maybe someone or a group that can exchange the same experience ,thought ,feeling and breakdown? Wouldn't it be great if there is more "people" that can share and experience the same thing with you? Well, you can choose. Yes , we have lousy friend sometimes. It still depends on Us to "see" them in which way or perhaps which categories they located in our life. They are just like us, learning how to grow, learning to be a better person. As usual they make mistake too. Who will guide them especially in socialize environment (when they make mistake)?? Impossible all of them going to "socialize classes" or bringing parents along... And who are them who guide us in socialize environment especially when we not intentionally making mistake on others??.. Got it?? ... No one born to be EVIL, or make it simple, no one want to be bad. but who are we to judge them if we make mistake like them too???

LIFE IS AWESOME IF WE THINK IT WAS AWESOME, AGREE?
same as
FRIENDS IS AWESOME IF WE THINK THEY ARE AWESOME.

Well, i bitch about friends . I bitch about people who came in my life. But do you?? Even though you bitch bout them it doesn't mean you haTE them. Agree?? So do same as them too.

Choose on how you see them.

Life will be good if we have no enemy around .
xp

What so typical???

2010-10-18T10:07:00.000-07:00

Some people might think, Choice is Life ..but for some people think Life is all about Choice.
Either u take it or you don't is still a Choice. Different results give different impacts in life . There always a give-and-take. On all this years , is the life u having now is your choice???

There is a conversation between one typical man with a young curious lady.

They were talking gossiping about girl and guys in Life...
Given a choice ....
One : A girl who has brain but normal beauty with a guy who is spending life time with.
Second: a girl who has no brain but sexy body and beautiful face with a guy who look for short period of joy.

The girl ask the man question.
A short question . Which pair do you think will have happily ever after?

The man said :
Definitely the pair two. Life is short. why not die wan give me qith some one with better good looking and she can give me "face" when i hang out with my friend. People will jealous of me because i can hang out with pretty gurl and even own them. and the condom sold in 7eleven will always be convenient for me.

The gurl said:
But mostly hot girl with no brain only know how to spend money and wont work want wor..

The Guy said:

I got work . I got money.Guys always spend money on gurls. All she need is sit at home,kepp herself sexy and pretty .Just dont complaint listen who what i said and order.

The gurl:
* Har?????* Usually hot gurl is stubborn and they always think with they can get what thy want with their look wor.

the guy:

???? So??? Im the one who give her money, but who is she to give a said? she need to listen wat i said if not i will kick her away if which she choose not too.

the girl:
There is no long lasting beauty in life.Even a beautifull flower will turn ugly too. So what if she get ugly when she is old and have tonne of your kids and being like ah sohh???

the guy:
When the time come,the time only said la.who knows what happen next?? Or if she turn to that she just need to stay at home for the rest of her life and do all her job lor.That is wife job what!!!!

the gurl;
I dont think u will settle down if u think that way.

the guy:
Little gurl, u still young !!! u dunno wan la... Im so smart toknow that she will be with me because of my money.No true love exist and life is so realistic. She has no right to judge and complaint cos she used my money. Is my money she want and she get it. If she go wif other guys i also dun care. Cox is her decision and i have mine too.

the gurl:
Then why married??? find a chicken better lor.

the guy:
get married is like a must to fullfill my sex life. She so pretty , is a waste if i dont get her. even ichoose to leave her, i swear she doesnt want too.

gurl : But if one day u’re broke, old and useless, u dont have anyone beside u to take care of u , loving n care for u , how would u feel then ?

guy : Im rich , i’ll never be broke , NEVER ~! I cant be broke , i cant ~! Never.

gurl : I still stand for pair one . Coz both of them will work hard , take care of each other , having to plan their lives and do everything together. Building their family up bit by bit and looking forward to spending the very last minute of their breath together. Who knows , someday , when both of them had made their way tru , they can be richer than what u are now . And the girl can use that amount of money to be as pretty as your lady at hom. Plastic surgery and the modern world can do wonders u know ?

guy : But …

gurl : Money is important , and outer beauty is not . Coz money can buy beauty, but beauty cant buy money . Beauty can let someone earn some fast money i agree with that in a way, but that's just for a short period of time. When everything starts to fade, beauty will be long gone too. But money , they’ll never fade. Money can buy you beauty for as long as u want … But money cant buy u true happiness from the heart n buy u a never ending lifespan. Money cant extend your life. when u die, u'll have to just, die. Money attracts everyone of us But beauty doesnt ~ at least not to me.

guy: I agree with that . If i would to choose a bag of money and a sexy lady , i want the money , coz i can get 100 times sexy lady with that. Hahaha ~

gurl : Aiyoh , u use money to get lady ~! Aiyoh , my god ! U will never get what i mean ha.

guy : A-but-then ? If i pok kai no girls would want me lah. Face the fact ! This is the real world, woman.

gurl : It is so not true. If u say like that then poor guy never get married meh ?

guy : Err ……….

gurl : Then poor people de wife is definitely ugly de meh ?

guy : Err ……….

gurl : Pretty girls are not stupid . They see more man in life than others do. They too, like u guys, know who love them and who love just their beauty. Just like u guys know who love you n who love your money .

guy : But no money no girls la. Im telling the truth.

gurl : So does it mean that not pretty no fren ?

gurl : No lah … but …

gurl : See ? Speechless . Anything can happen and anything could happen , anytime , any second , anywhere in the world . Miracles DO happens . Pretty girl can end up marrying a beggar, never read that ? Never read an old man marrying a sexy lady even he’s poor ? It’s on the paper lah , always have the similar story every year .

guy : But …

gurl : Bill Gates’s house is as big as an island , but why does he only has a wife n only love his wife n never had any rumours about him fooling around with girls ? IF anyone in the world to have that very chance to have all the most beautiful woman in the world to be with, he’ll definitely be the top 10 choice. But y didnt he ?

guy : Coz he’s a good man loh …. but ….

gurl : And we lady respect good man , n we cherish good man , and we always love good man …… long live good man ~!

Now, which will be your choice ? A bet on promise of happiness tru hard work ? Or the pride, joy and fame ?

think about it??? what choice we are making now..........

Drunk October @@

2010-10-09T07:52:00.000-07:00

Its been completely crazzyyy this month on october..
i been pair up or mayb e double up with my sue and jer to join this fest...
This "OKTOBERFEST"
is organize by GAB...
(Jer was craving for this for at least a month ><...lolz)
We usually get cheap beer or maybe liquor (as we did not manage to get it)
in this event...

While finding for finger food,
me and sue saw a" karekater"(watever spelling is it)...
WOW!!!!!
Without a second thought, we been queuing up to grab one( totally forget about finger food)
kekekekke....
Look cute isnt it???

Oh yea, Jo En (jer frnx) been joining us too..
she also grab her own "karekater" without any hessitation..xp

aint i look sexy?? hahahhaha
wish i had this body..
><

sue manage to get this pic up too..
the ang moh get attracted to sue body kekekekke

After chilling along the way, me ,sue,jer and jo en
plan to have a tattooo
three of them put it on their hand,while i put it on my leg
(whch i culdt get to take pic cox i been scrub it up on the next day ><)
End of the day jer got a lil sober ( i think)
i only manage to drink one and the half cup,
( jo en keep saying "wendy tipu wan!!! wendy tipu wan)
hahaha
jer,sue n jo en manage to drink more then 2 cups (i think)
Wish that we would get the chance to drink again!!!!

Cheers~*

^-^

You got me Hypnotized ~ so MesmeriZed

2010-04-16T12:17:00.000-07:00

HEART BROKEN

2009-09-21T00:45:00.000-07:00

i been disturb and hurt for all this moment,

couldnt even imagine what on earth is happening in my life on past few weeks,

am i here to carry responsibilities for my little brother ?

am i here to be very understanding on behalf of my parents,eventhough i still have thought and point of view BY myside?

and when i being so selfish, i could even give a damn by saying WHAT ABOUT ME???

but this doesnt mean i dont give a damn for my little brother~

is just that im getting piss off with all the trouble that he gave me and he,himself does not give a damn about evryone feeling !!!

and worst of all, he can be this selfish to hurt people that he loved him~

how can he understand all this????

AS HE BEING SO SELFISH UNTIL HIS GIRLFRIEND CALLED AND SCOLDED ME FOR NOT BEING RESPONSIBLE FOR HIM~

(AS SHE HAS NO IDEA WHAT ON EARTH MY BROTHER IS DOING AND BELIEVE ALL HIS LIE??)

WHAT ABOUT THAT???

" this is none of ur business" as he dare to pour out from his mouth as his sister carried all the burden for him~

ive tried many ways to communicate with him,

is just that he dont get it!!!

HE DONT GET IT AT ALL!!!!

and

HE COULD EVEN FORGOTTEN HOW HIS SISTER LOVED HIM SO MUCH THAT SHE DID THE BEST FOR HIM!!! and yet he claim that , we just dun understand him~

HELL NO!!!~

and the worst part is, my parents doesnt want to give a damn...

and god damn mom, just said JUST LET IT BE!!! AND KEEP PAMPERING HIM FOR BEING FORSAKEN GOOD MUM OF HIS~~

what on earth is that???

what about the sister who carried and being respected about his previous decison and he is ruined it???

what about the sister did all the best for him , as he just see nothing???

what about the sister who keep finding the best way to communicate with him???

is not that im being selfish and not understanding~

is just that im hurt here and hell who knows about that????

and the lil brother keep bleeding his sister heart!!

what about that???

im very disapointed by looking the way of my lil bro growing up~

im really am..

but when will he understand?

and when will he be mature and responsible about his life??

( as he keep thinking he really are)

dissapointed me

Angel came in my LIFE~

2009-09-14T05:03:00.000-07:00

arent he cute??
is a shih tzu~
is a gift frm my frnx ~
she cnt able to take care of him!!
so let me TAKE CARE~

haha

he is around 12yrs old..
old already~
very choosey in eatin
and also
sleep on time
approxx. 11pm, he will start snoring~

hahaha

kinda like human~
and he loves soft toys~
hahas

Arent he cute?
love
and
hug

x0

scam company

2009-07-23T05:39:00.000-07:00

i went through this company...
is recommend by my frnx...
(i actually saw this at star job entry)
y not gv a shoot...

chip hup holding sdn bhd
no. 0122638760
e/3a/1
mega avenue 1
jalan tun razak
50400

while i went in the company,
is very suspicious,
the worker are all malay,
they are working in one big room,
and the receptionist dunno wat line is their company...
stupid rite??

and i saw a few feedback frm this compony...

http://tanyasifu.com/forum/isu-semasa/2760-info-penting-chip-hup-holding-sdn-bhd.html

http://forum.lowyat.net/topic/912765

becarefull guys....

><

i promise

2009-07-15T11:31:00.000-07:00

i will be back
i promise~

Looking On the Right side~

2009-05-20T22:51:00.001-07:00

speechless~
ive been sick for two times on this month~
speechless
=.=
damn tired the whole day..
and is
so hot and hot and hot~
=.="

i wonder whn the rain can turn into the snow?
i wonder whn the sun can closed by the cloud forever?
i wonder whn all the flu thingy will gone?
i wonder whn my semester start?

~nvm~

ive been hurting myself alot whn i got all this excuses and do ntg~
but sumhow, it doesnt feel nice whn we keep everything in the heart rite?
haix....
what am i suppose to do?

teach me!!~
teach me!!~

:(

irene wedding~

2009-05-17T21:41:00.000-07:00

One of my LP(Leadership Programme) member,

is getting married~

ha~ damn proud of her~

it is irene and sam wedding, at subang Tai ThONG....

:)

lovely couple~

<3 <3

this is one of the scene on her wedding day~

The invitation card~

i kinda adore the chandelier ..
wish i have it at home ...

:0

u get wat this pic mean rite??
it happen evry wedding~

but this time is different for me~
hehe

cox i shout the most loud and the longest wan
haha

:)

apart of that...
ive to help mika and diane make over~

:0

suddenly, i become mika personal beauty consultant..
:o

"paid me"

:P

Lee Hom Concert

2009-05-17T21:24:00.000-07:00

on the 2nd may, i went to lee hom concert!!~

wif jonathan,kelvin frenx,and also slyvie and woei tyng..

rmb his guitar? haha
i heard it was special made and it is an special edition~

how lucky he is!!~
and he bring it over to the concert too!~

he play all kind of instruments...
piano,violin and guitar..

he seriously is a music man~

haha

this is one of the banner that promote his ticket~

whn we went in...
a boston company gave us ang pao..
haha

inside got rm20 voucher and cash rm1

how worth it~
boston is a restaurant anyway~

><

... Adelaide,Australia

2009-05-17T20:57:00.000-07:00

Chris yap is migrate to Adelaide, Australia..

We give him a last "hug" or "regard" bfor he left..

"sob" sob....

Still rmb, while waiting for us...he was busy re packing his bag~
cox over load..
><
and it cox rm1000++
for 1kg la wei~

and the flight ticket is only
rm600

.=.=

having dinner wif him at MCD , KLIA..
ME and the others are starving to death....
cox just after Karaokie-ing~ haha

last hug bfor he left to Adelaide..

><

O YA, we do him a booked bfor he left too~
thats included his family and the GLP
><

Bye Chris... we will miss u~
and rmb send post card~
hahaha

=.=

Bukit tinggi ~ pahang~

2009-05-16T21:38:00.000-07:00

Went to Bukit Tinggi last few weeks...

=.=

The Bukit Tinggi, Pahang....

We sit shuttle bus there, with my old and long friends... haha

We visit alot of places and i bet this is the longest "hang out" we have been together....

We visit one of the small japanese village, and i get to wear kimono..

*proud*

Ms Yuri Washio~

while waiting for other in japanese village, me and the others...

"shock sendiri"

haha

went to rabbit farm..

dun ask y my hair like that...

haha

................long story.............

but the rabbit thr is fat and lazy~

i wonder y???

shock sendiri wif beii's

saw a fountain behind?

haha...

but we cant swim thr..

eventhou the place is near genting highland, but still...

it is damn hot~

so i grab an ice-cream

"yummmies.....

dun grab my ice-cream u big mouth

haha

Oh yea, we get to visit afew dears and donkey...

haha

but i couldnt get to ride a horse...

"geram"

at nites at the apartment,

afew of them gambles around ....

and u see wat thy did??

this is the punishment whn thy lose...

and we drank too...

clasberg.... cheers..

ee guat bday is the next day,

we celebrate her bday thr...and grab her a bag as her pressie's

wishing well ...

harh! im seriously,hope it come true man!

"cross hand"

saw the fish behind the pond??

damn cool...

ignore me for a moment.. haha

we were waiting for yeep,one of my frnx...

to arrive..

haha

we get to snap a few photos..

haha..

im a deer for a moment.. haha

haha..

we took this at the highest tower...

look at the moon..

haha...

but .. i get a wrg partner.. haha

our dinner la wei~

we dun plan to eat outside..

cox is darn expensive....

so we make our own steamboat thr..

i just love this post..

im cute neh!!~ haha

i.. i stop..

2009-04-28T03:19:00.000-07:00

i stop for a moment...

seriously...

and

it hurt~

**

2009-04-18T00:49:00.000-07:00

are u crazy~

*Crazy*

Im experiencing and dealing...

2009-04-16T03:17:00.000-07:00

Due to lots of exam,paper,assignment and project...
i feel alot of preasure and worry for a moment...
msg jonathan,called up kelvin,msg beii...
seem it help me a lil...

SO...
i decided keep a book and everything in my head....away~
after cumin bck frm college~
i did not went bck home straight...
(*cox evrything stress is in my room)
i take a long walk and a moment for myself...
keep a deep breath..and start experiencing whr am i now at the moment
...

Journey to MIDVALLEY, in the bus...
listening to "cry on my shoulder"...
surprisingly, i did not buy the lyric bullshit..
(u knw wat i mean...)
i start to experience diff in my being and a tot in my head turn the otherway round...
it let me experience... how beautiful ppl is !!
and im looking at thm in the bus, looking how sparkles their eyes along the journey...
and how beautiful they are~

p/s i did not stare at thm... just browsing looking around and experiencing in the same time

im so surprise that this tot came into me!!~
and i just
shifted!!~

Way to MPH....
a book title "empowering ppl", that ive read a few pages..
a story in the book just let me look in a different perspektive in life.

the last list bfor i leave~

one of the story:

Money did not buy Contentment
(sumtin like that)

the summary of the story:

A fisherman way lying on the beach while enjoying the sunset.
there came a business man,with alot of stress...
asking him "y not u go and catch more fish then lying here do nothing"

fisherman: and then?
(with a bit anger) the business man :u will get more fish and u will get more money!!!@#$
fisher:and then?
(feeling piss off)business man: u will buy a big boat and start hiring ppl to work for u!!@#$
with calm..
fisher: and then?
(feel mad)businessman: u will let ppl do the job for u and u will not fuck care the world and start enjoying sunset!!@#$ DONT U GET IT???
fisher: so wat am i doing now???

.....
:)

Thank you~

2009-04-03T09:33:00.001-07:00

My 21st bday with lp121!!~

LP121 ARE U READY??
LP121 GO!~
LP121 GO!~
LP121,
GO!~ GO!~ GO!~

Thanks for the cup cakes!!!

THANKS FOR DIANE, FOR THE LITTLE CUTE CARD!!~
THANKS FOR JONATHAN,LOU GONG FOR THE LITTLE CUTE CARD TOO!!~

ALL REMIND ME ABOUT!!

MY FIRST HANDMADE MUFFIN!~
*PROUD*

Thanks for the event and the cupcake:

special thanks too my beloved:

zang yi
quek
diane
sylvie

for all the preparation ...

i just love u guys!!~

u guys make me fly on my bday!~

thank u!~

As Im Keep Breathing~

2009-04-03T09:18:00.001-07:00

After cumin bck in the hospital...
i have a deep deep talk with my grandpa...

Grandpa:
who always support me and believe in me...
who always give me hope and look high on me...
who always want me to take care of my family...
who always want me to be a leader and a protector in my FAMILY...
Who always trust me ~
WHO ALWAYS HAPPY FOR MY EVERY ACHIEVEMENT~

WHO ALWAYS LOVE ME~

I,Wendy Ng... IS TAKING UR ORDER ABOVE...
AND NEVER LET U DOWN~

And surprising he told me,

grandpa: wendy, after ur graduation.....i will bought u a car... i will open a shop for u..
make this happen and take care of ur family!!~

me: (stunning surprisingly.... and almost burst into tear...)

I WILL MAKE U PROUD!!~

DREAM,HOLD,FIGHT AND FLY~

The person tht have been with me...

2009-03-16T06:44:00.000-07:00

Diane *in lp124 wow day*

As i saw this pic in diane blog,

makes me think of the journey ive been with her since advance course...
Well, have same nerdiness :)

*just that im more promoting, she is more controlling*

:P

Well,
everyone grow in this short time...
but,without support frm each other..
i think i couldn't make it in this far...
for who i am rite now...

and i miss the part when we having conflict in advance..

i bet u rmb... haha

and i miss the part when we support each other is LP..

This is a person who grow up with me...
and
this is the person who im having fun with..

<3

luv
wendy

hehe :)

2009-03-15T01:39:00.001-07:00

Ive move bck here :P

cox i forget my previous blog password:P

*damn it*

Well, time pass...
very,very fast...

as im getting older soon...
as im graduating soon....

i makes me want to look bck my past...

as i ve a few of my pass pic..
><

I realise im getting fatter..
i mean
now><

c how pretty i am last time..

:(

the most adorable pic wif my sister..

i miss that part of me..
which im only 18yrs old..

haix...

i wish i can turn bck my time...

cn find bck my

sexy body
><

a men
=.=

lv
wendy

i have shift!!

2009-02-07T00:40:00.000-08:00

i shift to....

http://truthbehindthestory.blogspot.com

come visit me :)

i always get what i want- avril :) so true

2009-02-06T21:42:00.000-08:00

Put your iTunes/Napster/Zune Player/WinAmp/etc on shuffle.

2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.

3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!

4. Tag 10 or more friends who might enjoy doing this as well as the person you got it from.

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
koyote -soon jung

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
xiao xing xing- ah du

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
fireflys- A TEEN :p SO TRUE

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSe?
maria-kim ah joong

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
3 door down

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
find out -aceyalone

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
i do not want to miss a thing-aerosmith

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
cha yi dian-ah du

WHAT IS 2+2?
hanya kau yang mampu-aizat : only u can think off!! hahaha

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
lonely-akon :(

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
akon ft kardinal offishall-dangerous

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
i wanna love u-akon ft

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
want me, want me - amuro namie :) be myself

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
sempurna- andra and the backbone

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
numb encore- jay-z feat. linkin park

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
in the end- linkin park :) after so long, at last i got married.. hahah

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
breaking the habit-linkin park

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
faint-linkin park - whch mean i love to sleep .. :)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
love so sweet - arashi :) so true
WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
one love- arashi :) so true

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
sakura sake - arashi :) after drinking sake.. hahaha

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
anything but ordinary-avril :) so true haha

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
oh oh

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
dont tell me-avril :)

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
evrything back but u- avril :) when evrything going right hehe

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
fall to pieces-avril :) yes it is !!

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
forgotten - avril:) i forgot haha

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
i wont .. but HE WILL- avril... hahaha

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
hot-avril :) yea the wheather

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
i always get what i want- avril :) so true

so true :) and so very true!!~

i want to tag sumbody
diane
slyvie
mica
mayvern

who c my blog, thy got tag:)

The changes we made,the extraordinary thing i had~

2008-12-13T03:27:00.000-08:00

lp121 wif orphanage frm penang and pj.

we had our own life,we live wif it,
and some just WASTE it...

so.. what next??
blaming ? excuses? stories?victim?pity??
how long does we nid to do this??
shall we just live wif the story?
and live for the sack of living??

CHOICES.... ^^
*do think about it*

Door are mend to be open,
Wings are mend to be fly,
Open thou heart and start to *SHINES*,
Shall thou choose not too,
Shall thou choose have too,
Open thou eyes and see what next too,
and start to fly..

when we start to make a different to other people life?
when we start to appreciate?
when we start to open our heart and start acknowledge each other?
and when we start to do contribution?

sound familiar rite?

"how lucky am i to have a parents to love..
how lucky am i to have what i had rite now..
how lucky am i to see things that other haven had a chance too..
how lucky am i to have a relative and family to love me..."

when we stop acknowledge ourself?
when we stop appreciating?

so...
what about the orphanage in the pic?
are they as lucky as us?

and

what does the previous complain for?

*THINK*

is it important to me?

2008-11-11T23:13:00.000-08:00

If its important to me,
so why am i doing this not necessary things rite now?
if its important to me....
why am i afraiding to take action..
if its important to me...
wat am i considering now...

PUT A FULL STOP NOW AND JUST DO IT!!~

wendy's back~

2008-10-31T00:06:00.000-07:00

breakdown
stop
look
take action...

GOGOGOGO~~

take risk n create value!!~

WENDY GO!

well well welll!!!~

2008-10-07T09:22:00.000-07:00

i go for the advance training !!~
well, at first it was a heavy for me..
i felt it was burden and it was a stress for me a first..
i got not enuff sleep, i got homework to do, i have to take care my buddy...
and i got whole lots of things to do and i still remember..
i was saying.. im death and numb by now..
haha
but after the training,
i reveal a new leave of me..
i start to realise tht i have ruin my life for pass 20 years ago..
and what had i create to make myself miserable...
i stop n look n stop n keep questionin myself...
and i regret for ruin my pass 2o yrs life!!~

this trainin realli help me to be mature...
help me to understand myself...
help me to create and aware ppl around me

i did appreciate this... i saw,diff ppl in this training,
i gt experience through thm by sharing on how thy ruin their life...
full regret n dissapointment

but...
i do appreciate thm on how thy teach me and
thy willing to share wif me
"how little spoilt gurl shuld behave like a lady"...

thank you !!
u guys are my best buddy tht i ever had!!

mb121( my buddy"kan,frm thailand" bday

mb122... i miss u guys

we create happiness and fun together~

we are "wendy".. :)

sing-k after the training...

we had lots of fun!!~

i always love u guys...

thank you!!~

well i decided!!

2008-10-05T02:01:00.001-07:00

i put a full stop for it rite now!!!!
im decided to go on my WAY~~

well i decided!!

2008-10-05T02:01:00.000-07:00

i put a full stop for it rite now!!!!
im decided to go on my WAY~~

alrite!!

2008-09-30T00:34:00.000-07:00

my frnx ask me to be her model!!
WELL, i cant reject thou!!~
since she sayang me so much!!
hahaha

im no longer a spoilt princess okie!!
im a lady now ya!!

gud news !!~~
i've completely got new experience after the advance..
damn busy this few days
hahahaha...

gtg!~

yes!!

2008-09-12T21:29:00.000-07:00

i made it to the ADVANCE!!!
i can postphone my exam.......
i can exempted for not going to the movie class!!!

i got work to do now!!!

GOGOGO!!!!~

yay!! but sad!! :(

2008-09-10T05:23:00.000-07:00

hey,i make it to the advance man!!~~~
so happy!!~~

but then,

am i gonna postphone my exam? am i gonna tootally not goin for my movie classes?

can i do a win win situation??

:(

how??

2008-09-08T23:48:00.000-07:00

how am i gonna make it for the ADVANCE??

well im so happie !!

2008-09-08T04:18:00.001-07:00

im back!! sorry busy lately!!

well, i start to discover that we can live our life with full of happiness!!
but to some people, they like to complain alot about the life!!

welll,
people got complain,people got grungies... people got and people got...
sometime we even get lost in half way in our life!!
and some is regretting by recalling their past event!!~~

i was the above victim once...
but once i aware about it...

i START TO CHANGE...

I MET THIS PEOPLE ON THE BOTTOM!!!

THEY MAKE ME SEE WHAT LIFE IS... THEY LET ME SAW THE REALITY OF BEING PRESENT AS THE "PEOPLE" IN LIFE....

AND WE ALWAYS GOT TASK TO DO!!~~

I START TO MISS THEM THOUGH!!

THE DENTIST AND ME

THE FOUR PROFESSINAL PERSON AND THE PREETY PLUS THE CHARMING!!

IM PROUD TO KNOW THEM... THEY ARE MY ROLE MODEL!!

WE SHOUT , WE CRY AND WE LAUGH IN OUR LIFE!!

*PEACE*

CELEBRATION IN THE PUB AT PJ

I START MIXING WITH ADULT!!`

NOTICE THE ANG MOH??? IS THE FRANCE GUYS...

THERE ARE WENDY'S

THE GRUNGIES !! HAHAHA

THE WOMEN AND THE KID*me*

im proud of u guys !!

live life to the max!!

and thanks to chi yan and beii brought me here!!

we are growing up baby!!

xP

~psstt~~!!

2008-09-08T01:59:00.000-07:00

something coming up real soon!!!

OH MY GOD!!

2008-08-17T05:47:00.000-07:00

IM SUPER FAT RIGHT NOW!!

MUST LOST 10 KG IN ASAP!!~~

ANYONE CAN HELP ME TO LOST THIS MUCH WEIGHT IN ONE WEEK?

WEELLL..IM SHY!!

2008-07-30T05:58:00.000-07:00

SOMEONE JUST POP UP N CONFESS TO ME...
WAT CAN I DO???

im sorry!! im just too depressed

2008-07-22T09:56:00.000-07:00

i just got aint nothing to say....
i hardly get through everything in one time...
i have to take my time slowly slowly doo...
like tht how to do business next time lerr???....
i think will easily get collapse gua if i got the company...

haix...
maybe i must gain more experience...
maybe i must be abit alert...

im so jealous too those student who can work n study in one time...
i really i cant do tht...
i dunno y?
i wonder y i dun hav the ability to do that?? so sad larh!!~~
=.=

(jealous,jealous,jealous,jealous)

pray for me

2008-07-20T11:16:00.000-07:00

hope evrything work well tml

pray hard for me!!~~

FAT

2008-07-17T10:55:00.000-07:00

I START to realise im getting fatter....
sound like im having a few problem here....

i keep getting fatter thts y... =.=

cause of my diet plan i guess???

hard for me to eat accordingly ... =.=

to achieve my dream tummy =.=

SOMETIME I JUST WANT IT.....

2008-07-14T12:39:00.000-07:00

:)

2008-07-13T00:15:00.000-07:00

im back! yay!!

im gonna broke !! seriously!!
im going out so many times evry week...
so many "ying chou".. ehem ehem.. haha
spend so many money,
and

TADAH!!
IM BROKE!!~~
hahahah....

in this few weeks, i got to keep in touch with my high school friend,
well, after for so long-no-talk....
we get to share so many sampat thingy in evry minutes,evry hour we had,
haha...
we realli laugh alot tht time... xP

i get to know alot,and learn alot of thing tht beii intro...
thks to her!!
well, for sue ling n ee guat,
i get to share evry moment tht we had with them,
:)

again,
happie bday jer lynn!!~~

yesterday,i went to aeon to celeb her 20th bday with a bunch of HS(high school) frns,
we enjoy eating in bbq plaza...
(is a restaurant tht u can enjoy masak masak n makan!! hahaha)
after tht we went.............
SHOPPING!!

yup,thts the reason y im broke!! hahaha

yep!! random...

2008-06-30T08:47:00.000-07:00

gambateh^^^
gambateh^^

Have too be

2008-06-16T13:53:00.000-07:00

evry step im doing now,evry thing that i am done now....

I FEEL REGRET :(

but, is too late to turn bck my time...

I TOTALLY LOST MY LAUGHTER & I TOTALLY LOST MY OWN ME!!~~

Inside me only contain an empty feeling....an empty mind

and sometimes i feel worthless to myself!!~~

*after a few years consideration and regret-tion tht i've made*

i shuld start all over again!!~~

thr is thin hope that only i can open it myself.....

the only thing that can make me laugh again,the only thing that can make me feel good again is..

*SONG*
especially korean&japanese song
evnthough i dunno wat the hell they are singing...
but
the songs make me feel *ME* again.... and
there are 100% nicer thn chinese song..
(solli for chinese singer fan ya ;p)

i love to sing,i enjoy evry moment,evry steps,evry sentences of the lyric...
and i DO LOVE ENJOY SINGING....(eventhough my voice suckx)
but, tht was the only way i found my own self again...
SERIOUSLY...
* I ALSO DO HOPE THAT EVRYONE AND EVRY UNIVERSE CAN HEAR MY VOICE*
(even the chnces is soo tinny)

BUT,

let me try
*for the sack of my only dream*

hurtfull msg!!~

2008-06-13T12:26:00.000-07:00

people always thought im proud, people always thought i got 2 faces, people always thought i got empty mind, people always thought im stupid,people always thought im annoying,people always thought im irresponsible,people always thought i bad stab,people always thought im full of ego, people always thought im a bad gurl, people always thought im lying,people always though im disgusting,people always thought im talkative... people always talk..people always talk.....

there is always "people always talk...." whn and they never ever stop talking .... they kept on and on and on... and u know what?? sometimes thy even "thought" whn they are doing the same mistake like me...wat is the different?? -sama sahaja larrr-

pointing others and being self proud - is not nice ~~

i do back stab,i do two faces,i do have empty mind,i do have low IQ,i do lie, i do ... and i do....

but,
ASK URSELF!!

do u guys backstab,do u guys having two faces,so u guys lie... yup,maybe u guys smarter thn me...but do u guys do the mistake that i did... i bet u did!!

but,
HEY!!

do u feel nice whn u complain others whn u also did it??

come on man!!
think twice!!

people always learn frm mistake ,and is the way they grow to be a better person... so do i,i did a mistake,i do wanna learn,i so wanna be a better person...dont u want too??

but,
hey!!

CAN U AT LEAST GIVE PPL A CHANCE TO BE A BETTER PERSON,BEFORE U START JUDGING THEM BY THEIR PASS?????

MAN!!~~ I NID A BREAK HERE... SERIOUS A BIG BREAK!!~~

- MAY GOD BLESS U GUYS DUDE!!~~

lovingyou ~~

2008-06-09T22:47:00.000-07:00

JAEJOONG:
ano eki ni tsuita nara kimi wa mou boku no kanojo
janaku naru
sukoshi yukkuri aruite kimi wa kotoba sagashiteru

JUNSU:
saigo made iwanakute mo ii yo sono kao mite wa wakaru
kara
itsumo machi awaseshiteta kaisatsu ga chikazuku yo

YUNHO:
oh everyday boku no tonari de waratteta

YOOCHUN:
you far away mou nido to ano hi no kimi ni aenai ne

JAEJOONG:
Lovin' you tsunaideta kimi no te ga Lovin' you
hanarete yuku
Lovin' you boku no te wa nukumori wo Lovin' you
oboeteru no ni

JUNSU:
mamoreru to negatta kimochi wa nani wo oshitsuketa
dake kana
kimi no kokoro ga tojiteku sore sae mo kizukazu ni

YUNHO:
oh hard to say nani wo ieba yokatta darou

YOOCHUN:
so far away mou ichido egao mo kimi ni shitai no ni

JAEJOONG:
Lovin' you itsumade mo tsuzuiteru Lovin' you yume wo
miteta
Lovin' you donna hi mo kawarazu ni Lovin' you
kagayaite itayo

CHANGMIN:
ashita mata aeru mitai ni itsumo no you ni furimui te
hoshii
kimi to kita sono subete omoi de ni naru mae ni

JAEJOONG:
Lovin' you tsunaideta kimi no te ga Lovin' you
hanarete yuku
Lovin' you boku no te wa kimi dake wo Lovin' you
motometeru no ni

Lovin' you itsumade mo tsuzuiteru Lovin' you yume wo
miteta
Lovin' you donna hi mo kawarazu ni Lovin' you
kagayaite itayo

Lovin' you.. yume wo miteta

maybe he will be alrite~~~

2008-06-07T21:32:00.000-07:00

i dont feeel rite
yes,im regret!!!~~~
*hate to admit*
but i have to do this!!!~~~

i dont feel rite when im with him....
i dont feel comfortable whn i go out with him...
i dont like that kinda feelllinggg...
which is not alrite for me at all!!~~

yes, we are friend!!!~~
but,to tell u the truth.......
u do not give me a "friend" feeling when i talking or going out with you...
maybe we shuld not start this...
maybe is my fault...

OR

maybe.... in past life i owe u 2months companion....

shuld be lar!!~~

im regret whn im doing this...
but,i think is better for me...
and is better for u...

you will be alrite then!!~~~
^^

shall i give up on you???

2008-05-24T02:18:00.000-07:00

i know u since im young,
i touch u since im young,

i always though that my future is in your hand,
i always though that i only love you.....
but why,

when tragedy happen, i start to lost faith on you
i start to afraid of you, i start to have phobia on you...
i did nothing wrong, u did nothing too....
but the fear that in my heart,in my soul......let me lost faith on you....
but then,

i have choose u to be in my future,
i choose you to be by my side,
but,
every time, i have too be brave to look at you,
every time, i have put away my fear to look at you,
do u know u make me suffer?
do u know u make me cry??

or did i make a mistake??
again,i ask myself....

DO I LOSE TO YOU OR TOO MYSELF???? :(

i have to realise ^^

2008-05-15T07:34:00.000-07:00

shuld i say i hook up on sumone or sumone hook up on me??
doesnt matter...
but the thing is ... evrything is over.. freaking over baby!!!~~
i does not know this guy, until MY high school frnc( houi ling) told me about him... RITE!!~~

-interesting ya-

okie...

he is very fast very quick in action and i think is abit desperate tooo... =.=
i don't mind to say all out..but is weird.. ^^
frm the 1st time i cht wif him... i have strange feeling ..which is erm... (i just hate him) opps!!

i dunno why??? and i dun freaking care about it!!~~
but worst thing is ... we chat for only 1 day and he already choose to have a visit (outside) my hse... weirdo
i have an awkward feeling and i dont love it!!!~~

whn he reach at my hse around 1am... ehem, EXCUSE ME... IS FREAKING 1 AM...
and whn he reach, i just throw a harsh word on him...
is like this

* waiting wif anger*

... whn he arrive...

me: hi @$#%%^^&&*&

him : erm... hie!! i lost my way jux now.. and i never though.....(bla bla bla bla_)

me: excuse me( say in my heart) have u finish looking my frnx???

him: erm, ya!!~~

me: can u go bck now?? ( in angry tone)

- he is abit afraid-

him: erm, okie!!~~

i was like.... wat the hell is he doing this late nite too hook on me izit?? oh great... i nevr love u./....and i never did!!~~ plx let me go ... u idiot!!~~

(i dont understand why those day guys are so weird and so ... arhg)

enufff!!!~~~

i jux hate u okie!!!~~
i jux hate u!!~~
+

im afraid

2008-05-13T08:11:00.001-07:00

im afraid again!!~~

im just afraid!!~~

i've been tag by jun wei

2008-05-06T03:05:00.000-07:00

1.Real name - wendy ng wen li
2.Nickname - no wor(usually call me wendy)
3.Married - too young lerr
4.Male or Female - 100% straight female
5.Highschool - Malaysian Golden School... hahaha
6.College - Help international technology
7.Short or long hair - long long long.....
8.Are you a health freak - nope
9.Height - 163 cm.. jux nice ^^
10.Do you have a crush on someone - yup
11.Do you like yourself - I try too
12.Piercings - 2
13.Righty or Lefty - Righty ^^

FIRST'S

14. First surgery - nope..never..touch wood
15. First piercing(s) - Whn i was 12th years old
16. First person you see in the morning - my mom...my mom and my mom
17. First award - my 1 years old birthday cake n present.. hehe
18. First sport you joined - mmm .. net ball... (wakil class summo ler)... bt end up lose!! :(
19. First pet - dog
20. First vacation - forgot
21. First concert - TENSION...use too be famous those day(chinese band)

CURRENTLY

23. Eating - nope.. diet
24. Drinking - yup...
25. I'm about to - sleep.. so tired..but alot of homework to do ^^

YOUR FUTURE

26. Want kids - Yes but not many
27. Want to get married - haha..yup
28. Careers in mind - mmm... i still want to learn more then work... dunno y??

WHICH ONE IS BETTER

29. Lips or eyes - my eyes...
30. Hugs or kisses - kiss
31. Shorter or taller - Taller
32. Romantic or spontaneous - Romantic
33. Sensitive or loud - Loud
34. Trouble maker or hesitant - Trouble maker.

HAVE YOU EVER

35. Kissed a stranger - never..
36. Drank bubbles - bubble tea yes... bubbles..i dunno
37. Lost glasses/contacts - yup
38. Ran away from home - yup,whn i was young..(im innocent okie)
39. Liked someone younger - Nope.at least 5 years older or 10 years
40. Liked someone older - YUP! =)
41. Broken someone's heart - never
42. Been arrested - siao meh...
43. Cried when someone died - nope
44. Liked a friend - ahahaha.... seow hui n ee guat n sou koon n sin yee n alot more

DO YOU BELIEVE IN

45. Yourself - i try
46. Miracles - i hope for
47. Heaven - always
48. Santa claus -u think wat??? fairy tale r??
49. Angels - yup!!~~

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY ~*

50. Is there one person you want to be with right now - kim jae joong... hehehe
51. Do you believe in God - yup, always
52. Tag 5 people - mmm. whoever larh...

im in big trouble

2008-04-26T23:13:00.000-07:00

SHIT!!~~ IM IN BIG TROUBLE.....
BUT I CAN COPE!!~~~

DONT HAVE TOO WORRY!!~~

-.-

2008-04-08T11:40:00.000-07:00

I ALMOST DIE IN MY EMPTY MIND!!

lord pleaseeee help me fill my empty mind bfor some "sin" coming in

pittyy,desperate....lonely
wendy ng

BEGIn ``

2008-03-19T01:38:00.000-07:00

the left(Xiah Junsu,Micky Yoochun,Youngwoong Jaejoong,Choikang Changmin,Uknow Yunho)

"MY NEW LIFE BEGIN WHEN I LISTEN TO THEIR VOICE......."
SAID Wendy Ng, undergraduate student

i am already back...

2008-01-26T09:45:00.000-08:00

alrite alrite alrite...

im back...im back..
oklarh,i've been disappear for so long...

but,im back... hahahaha........

im so damn frustrated for this few weeks...
and i dunno wat the heck is goin on in my head..
and yet i skip some classes due to my "not enuff sleep" and " too much project"
(i m not EGO okie!!!)
my frnx has scolded me for skipping classes and alll kinda "tao li" pouring out from her mouth...

make me feel guilty.. wth!!~~

IM STILL INSAF-ING OKIE DARLING!!~~

oh yea, im not preetty fine thix day....

i got not enuff sleep,i got not enuff time to rest,
im so super dizzy, but my life still have to go on... wth!!~~

true wat!!~~

mmmm.....

yup im complainin.

=.=

wth!!~~

wendy found mermaid

2007-11-10T00:15:00.001-08:00

DOES mermaid exist???
we use to read on the fairy tale books
with lotx of imagination n happiness...
and we though , the so-call-create-man
create a the story to "lie" all the small kids
with full of musical and fantasy...
and lie to all our imagination...

so , most probably we though
thix kinda "fantasy" stuff..
does not exist....

but, until i open some "webpage"
and i saw the "fantasy" ... is REAL...
oh...my GOD...

U noe wat is saw??
<<MERMAID>>

dont thy looks REAL..
SERIOUSLY,I though it was the fake one ..
with all the photoshop tht done by so-call-creater
when i looks with a glimpse of tonnes- eyes- wide...
and also ... "survey" the pic.
i started to realise...
this little pretty creature..is REAL
GOSH!!~~~

there is no sign of fake tail...
there is no sign of "cloth"...
IS JUX A SMOOTH SKIN WITH COME ALONG WITH
THT DAMN TAIL .....
and u noe wat... we can also c the mermaid backside...
with the line(u noe like ours)... haha
C....

hOW DIS not gonna be NOT REAL...
><>

i dunno y...and i dunno how???

2007-10-29T05:43:00.000-07:00

><

hard for me to explain everything tht happen to me thix year...
serious,it change ..
totally upside down...i dunno y..i try to cope in evrything im doing...
but end up,thing doesnt come up on wat-suppose-to..
i crack my head,and try to calm down....
i being patience all the while...
but yet,things doesnt goes rite...

why???why???
i try my best..
i do wat am i suppose to..
bt why??
why?? does it cum out in the other way round???

i dun get it??and i pray hard..
I NOE GOD IS LISTENING TO ME..
AND YET,I NOE HE WILL ANSWER MY CALL...

god i put my life 100% on u..
i trust u..
and i know u are helping me rite now..

><
=.=

pathetic wendy...

selamat hari raya and happie deepavali !!!

2007-10-14T14:20:00.000-07:00

Selamat hari raya & Selamat hari deepavali..
i wish u guys stay healthy and wealthy...
and always rmb WENDY...hahaha

:)

we have to do column in our college
to represent deepavali and sum decoration for hari raya...
haha...

we as student council, we cant say no rite??
and since stephanie so desperate to do tht...
im willing to help..

i will show u guys the whole process...

bfor we do tht column,
stephanie ask her frnx to draw the whole column..
as we chinese dunno how to do... haha

sooo cute....
after tht we draw it on the floor
thn only putting "color rice" on it..
as usual, to make it COLORFUL & CUTE ... i guess..

TAH DAHHHH !!~~~~
is so simple,but tooks alot of time...

the gang who does the colum *wink*

same here...

oOps... step!!
u looks cute on it..
so i post it up!!

cheerx lady , no hard feeling...
wakakakakakak!!!~~~

TANGLUNG day...happie mooncake festival!!

2007-10-14T13:56:00.001-07:00

happy mooncake festival...
this pic is actually curi frm stephanie frnxster pic..
is damn nice...
i cant bared wif it... so i curi and put it in my blog...
and claim ITS MINE... wakakak..
sorri ya ... step.. hehe :)

we plan to have a dinner wif our ex-committee for add07
but dear lance and ray vin have postpo0ne it many times...
until,i cannot tahan,plus desperate so i have to plan it myself ...
(i alwayx desperate,bare wif me ya)
SO,
our DINNEER for ADD07 tlh jadi...
thks to wendy... wakaka
sum of the commitee did not attend due to sum reason...
the dinner was ON, after a few days of mooncake festival i guess .. :o
so , i called it as
MOONLIGHT&CAKE festival MEMORABLE DAY..
( a combination between moonlight jive & mooncake festival)
we having a steamboat at bbk2..

~CHEERX~

-GURL RULEX-

HEHE... :)

~AT LAST!!!~

2007-10-14T13:30:00.000-07:00

after the annual ball ,around (00:00)++...
most of the committee did not go bck..
espcially ppl who staying at klg town,
so we booked a room inside the hotel..
and stay for a night..
is VERY EXPENSIVE U NOE...
a room cox $100++ or even more i guess...
we dun have tht much money to booked two room
for our dear ladies and gentlemen...
so we have to stuck inside the room around more thn 10ppl..
jux imagine...gosh..
but luckily the room is jux big enuff for us...
and everybody have a comfortable place to sleep...

wakakakak... :0

tah dahhh.... c .. so many of us...

we as commitee feel great after this annual ball...
we gain lotx of experience..
face alot of trouble...
we work hard together in order to achieve wat we wan...
lotx of happy and sad moment
was happening when we does this ADD07 project...
sum committee was kick out,sum new committee gets to cum in...

AND WE ALWAYS RMB
"BEST BALL IN TEN YEARS"

:)

last but not least...

2007-10-14T13:06:00.000-07:00

everything goes well in on tht nite..
i dun have the pic to show u guys the whole happening activities...
~rmb,i no digicam okie~
all those pic i took,is from my frenx...
and i have to bug thm tonnes of times to show it to u guys.. :(
~c i so gud~ wakakaka

i post up all my pic tht i took it wif my frnx...
not all actually,
sum i counldnt get it frm thm,
due to sum reason behind...and sum scenario lor .. :)
so u guys have to bared wif me ya.. :)

me(i kinda rosak kan this image d) and daniel... so tall..

me ,lance and caryn

me,tau lee and caryn...

me and yvonne...

"peeps"

2007-10-14T12:18:00.000-07:00

sorry guys,
i've been busy ...
hardly sit and relax awhile... :(
but i promise
i will update all about the annual ball 2007 .. :)
(and its been over for so long) SORRY...

the annual ball is on the next day(26th august)
we have not complete all our things tht we needed,
so,as a committee we have to stay bck and do evrything on tht very day...
as me , is involve too.. :(

this is the results
for the whole bckdrop tht me n ronald and also andrew doing it...
besides committee,my dear frncx wien dee did help me out too..
tq dear... :)
actually we plan to send it to printing,
but, not enuff $$ wor...
we have to paint lor....
is kinda difficult,especially doing the line on the "disco ball"
ronald and i plan to use ruler to draw..wakaka
but,think about it ... the ball is round and we drawing a straight line on it...
does it make sense?
i think the line will be out of the ball...
tak similiar langsung...simetri pun tak sama..kan?
so, i have to use free hand to draw...
either jadi or tak jadi..i jus dun even care bout' it..
janji HABIS kan.. wakakak

this is the results...
not bad huh?? haha..

me and ronald was thinking how to draw tht very line..
is kinda hard okie...
but,we manage to finish it PERFECTLY...

BEsides bckdrp,we have booklet and sum door gift to pack and lotx more...
i need more ppl to help me finish up in tht very day,
thnak god my dear ejin,nicola and sum of my junior helping me out,

i feel so sorry for ejin,i bug her for tonnes of times...
and yet i postpone bcox of thix lil tinggy tat she need to help me out.....

soory dear,
but end up she help us out :)
i appreciate okie darling .. :)
....

besides doin work....!!!

2007-10-01T10:02:00.000-07:00

since we so pok meng(work hard)...
our boss so sayang us....bring us go makan..
but we have to paid la ><...
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on that very night ... after having a final meeting
we go eat steamboat at bukit tinggi...

lance watx wrg wif u???><

ooOPS...KENA take pic. frm kam mun ...

caryn becum a princess on tat very day...every1 treat her so gd~~

i try to seduce her wif the half boil egg..wakaka

ehem...thix is our boss...
even we go makan he also want to take in charge..wth

on that very nite..we go eat n chit chat
bout' the annual stuff and W plan(wendy plan)...
(W plan which include me and ronald..)
wat is thix man!!~~long story la deh!!
we finish up everything around 12 am...

....
......

wink

2007-09-27T06:32:00.000-07:00

"Life as a hard shell"

=.=

"life as (unthinkable)"

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*dunno wat im crapping*

*bother*

aiyo..damn sad

2007-09-21T23:13:00.000-07:00

actually i have to study a chapter yesterday...
bt then... all in sudden ..omg....i forget !!~~
i have to pass up my assignment + case study on monday....
WTH!!!
instead of studying..i have to buat homework
cheh...ruin my plan..

....
.......
...........

i almost done my homework around 4 am...
i feel abit tired yet abit sleeppyy....
but..wat the heck???
i still go on9 and start chattin wif ppl until approx. 6...
=.='''

wat a life i have!!~~

muxt end it by myself!!~~

2007-09-21T02:28:00.000-07:00

as i started this games,
i mux end it by myself...

with my own hand..and with my own effort...

as now im goin to lose now...
i mux not gave up EASILY~~~

I have to stand up straight
and prove im gonna win it...

WITH MY OWN HAND...AND EFFORT!!!~~

THE PRE-EVENT

2007-09-20T02:26:00.001-07:00

okok!!! sambung sambung!!~~~

after selling ticket stuff!! we realise that we are lack of sumtin...

sumtin tat can bring college student together..
and laugh together!!~~~

so my brilliant bosss ... he dicidee to have a WOW-PRE EVENT..
we as-ah tai- and he as - ah tau- can we say no??? OF COX NOTLA...
so we jux guai guai do according wat he said lo...damn kesian!!~~

=.=

i dun wan to talk lotx of crap tat makes u guys dizzy...
so i put lotx ya lotx ya pic...

^^

taken after our pre-event...damn tired!!swt =.=''

we have to wear all pink!!~~wendy decide wan ma!!~~

before the event , we have to do lots of lot of deco.
on a banner rite???
is to tell all student in the college tat we are doin this for them..
and so wanna them to join in!!~~
this is our progress!!~~~

we seperate with lots of section and group...

represent the foosball...damn kawaii

this is prominence section!!~~
damn rajin!!~~ have to do all the wordin!!~~

dunno watx he doin??? *sigh*

doin wording for the foosball!!~~

_foosball section-

this section, doing for the foosballl!!~~

this section,doin for the prominence...

foosball section!!~~

damn pok meng!!~~

we finish this up around 3am IN COLLEGE...
damn pok meng...rite???
wat to do???for the sack of annual ball....
we have to scarified thou...

^^

its like almost!!~~

2007-09-20T00:40:00.000-07:00

aiyo!!~~

Damn Sad Larh !!!~~

its like almost HAPPEN U NOE!!~~

aiyo,bt i still thinking n slow slow here n there...aiyo!!~~

@.@

damn kesian me rite???
everything also slow!!~~

aiyo!!~~ DAMN KESIAN LA!!~~

=.=

LIFE AS A BUSINESTUDENT

2007-09-17T11:49:00.000-07:00

life as a bussiness student

-woke up at nite sleep in the morning..
-tonnes of assignment will make u mad
-wake up early in d mornin jux to study..'sigh''
-market oh market... admin oh admin...intel or intel

*have a hard feeling*

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-wendy oh wendy..dimana engkau melayang,disitu engkau menetap...

+LIFE WITHOUT INSPIRATION+

dunno wat am i crapping..jux dun bother la...

~~ jux wanna be like him...bt cant

2007-09-15T12:29:00.000-07:00

i noe him since few months back..
we are not tat close..and yet
we are not tat ''hi bye'' frenx too..

i realli impressed bout' him alot...
based on his characteristic, based on his appearance...based on his EVERYTHING..
is not that im fallin for him thou..jux kinda impressed..

he is so damn smart..
he is so damn funny..
he is so damn EVERYTHING too me...

:P

i always look at him frm far..
not dare to talk to him...not dare to do this n tat..
cox ... he is too PERFECT.. til i say nothin
hohoho!!~~

^^

i should be happie..but y im not???

2007-09-14T11:06:00.000-07:00

okie guys!!~~ since last sem. till now im so busy wif all my activities...
until now im still busy wif all my activities stuf thou!!~~~ doesnt matter~~

frenx out there,

hey, sorri for abandon u guys for a long time..
sorri for being rejected wif all the good treat tat u guys offer..
sorri for being ignorant for a moment..
sorri for not being like usual WENDY...
Im jUX so busy wif everything in my hand..i noe is not a good excuses..
bt i promise to spend my time wif u guys if im free....

well after being

THE HEAD OF DESIGNER for the ADD...

now i have the new tazk gain' is

THE HEAD OF SOCIETY AND CLUB for STUDENT COUNCIL...

i noe i should be happie n proud of...
bt im jux not realli enjoy it..
tatx the prob..
it doesnt matter anyway...

=.=

*bein emo for few sec.*

^^

2007-09-09T09:39:00.000-07:00

after a few months...
due to the lack of information...
plus sum complain frm the marketing department...
we committee have to re set sum *missin* info into our booth again...
(booth: a place ,like a stall which we will sell our anuual ticket)
well, this time...not all commitee does the set up...
jux me and sum of the member who incharge only....+ our pharm. frnx

we are designin sum stuff .... damn stress..

haha...i squeeze the * T* ^^ .... ><
wat is he lookin at???moron!!

end of our alphabetical design... nice bo? hard to do lerr
HAHA...tengah lecturing ppl.. hoho

approx 12 am only we manage to finish up everything..
seriously , we did it until tat late...
all of us was so damn tired... but we din even complain..
c, rayvin..we so good lerr... u summo complain so much...hehe
but end up all of us was very happy wif our own design stuff....
^^
* self praisin for few min.*

~~~ to be continue~~~
hehe ^^

Our OpEnInG BoOtH!!~~

2007-09-03T11:43:00.001-07:00

This is the very 1st day that the committee put effort to open a BOOTH!!
Not jux committee..even our pharmacy frenx help us out too!!~~ (we dun mind thou!!~)
All of cox gather together in the a room and thr is where we starts our work!!
Hard to describe our feeling bout' the ''1st day''.. but mostly all OF US having the ''yay'' feeling...

This is me and my 3 only partner... which we are in THE ONLY designer group
while this is the ONLY program team... (WHY MY 1 OF MY DESIGN TEAM IS THR??)
Caroline leads every program team...... yay!!~~

This is how they gonna pack for our 1st day openin booth give!!~~
C... told u guys d!!~~ we work realli hard!!~~

we finish up everything that we plan in one day...
cox that was the last day bfor openin booth... *sigh*
but thanks too the pharmacy ppl who help us out!!~~
we do realli appreciate u guys!!~
++

while we trying so hard to finish up all our stuff...
our very ''cheong hei'' boss keep on remind us about the openin booth, is the next day!!~
not just tht!!~~ he keep on mention bout' our mission, which is

''BEST BALL IN 10 YEARS''

ar!!~~ great.. these realli tense us up...
especially all the committee...

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~~ wait for my next post~~
~~ will tell u guys more~~

><

CHEER FOR ADD '07!!~~

2007-09-02T08:47:00.000-07:00

This was all the committee member for the annual dinner and dance 2007!!~~

p/s dun hunt for me gain'... :p

sorryy!!~bt thanks !!

2007-09-01T23:20:00.000-07:00

u guys sure screw me up when i say i will post lotx of pic. bt end up only ONE!!~~
IM SERIOUSLY very sorryy...
cox my fren,who having my pic., was rushing to go UNISA ...(UNI. OF SOUTH AUST)
so she have no time to pass it to me... I WILL RUSH HER THOU!!~~ so wait for few days ya!!

=.= ''sumimasen''

this pic. tht i post up is the annual ball committee member...( ronald nt thr!!,1 of d committee)
to complete this ball stuff i have to deal wif all those ppl

@ray vin who guide me on how to be a better person++ very cheong hei
@ kam mun who always ask me to be more independent ++ always ejek me as ''xiao mei mei''
@ caryn who is always so caring n understanding ++ always ejek me wif ronald.. =.=
@ ailing who gave idea ++ always jealous of me hehe cox i got ronald n andrew... hahaha...lolx
@wani and step. who always cheer me up ++ tq for ur lolipop wani n step for teman-ing me go makan
@andrew who teach me how to design ++ perfect works is all in his mind
@shammy who understand me and always guide me ++ the prom queen..hehe
@lance who once becum my project partner bfor++ flirter... :p
@ ronald for being the most obedient ppl tat i never seen bfor ++ stop complainin hair pain n toe nail pain... hehe
@ bee ling who does her work completely for kam mun ++ fuh yohh!!~~

besides them i have to deal wif outside ppl too...thanks too them

* li voon for helping me on design stuff
* ejin for helping me for the booklet
* wien dee for helping me on painting backdrop
*my junior whose always thr for me

p/s if i did not mention ur name above im truely very sorry cox of my ''forgetfull-ness'' bt i
seriously appreciate u guys and thank you very much!!~~ muakxx

p/s all the name that i mention above im seriously thanks to u guys who guide me to be a better
person and help me out when im in trouble...thank u so much!!~~ muackxx muuackxx

sorry for BEING disappear for too long!!~~ =.=

2007-08-29T11:00:00.000-07:00

yo !!~~ ppl out thr!! how u guys been?>??
i wendy ng ~~~ seriously been busy wif my edu. and my school activity stuff
plus plus!!~~~ im exhausted in everything ''sumtimes'' and even regret ''sumtimes''..
as i dunno wats wrong wif me all the while ...
and why am i doing all this stuff!!~~
my brain is seriously turning me 180 degree and makes me think and think..
and gave me a big question marks ????( ''why am i doin that??''')

OOuucchhhh!!~~~ IT HURTS MY FEELING ALOT!!~~

+.+

forget bout' the emo. alrite!!
let go on wif ''HUURAYYYY!!~~

i try to recall back ...
on the 25th august my school havin an annual ball!!
which im the committeee
which im in charge in design
which it makes me frustrated bout' this job awhile
had came throu a big surprise and it came in a GOOD ENDING ++
i and all the committee seriously work hard ++ the pharmacy dude
which help us alot in design stuff and also pre event!!

thank you thank you!! muaxcckkk!!~~

u guys must be wondering wat kinda ''dress'' im wearing rite..
will show u in the next post!!! dun worryy
=.= (cox now still collecting)

sorry for DELAY-ING OOooooo.....

im who im!!~~

2007-07-21T03:12:00.001-07:00

hihi!!! leng mo!!~~~ hahaha...this is me and my frenx!!
plx arh!!! we not purposely wanna show off then only wear like this arh!!
is we force to wear okie..!!~~

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i have to say that all student who took ''music'' muz go wif that damn ''yeng'' punya orchestra!!
is a music instrument orchestra at KLCC thou!!~~
i can say most of the ppl who went thr kaya kaya punya ...*rich rich wan* haha..
i even spy a damn handsome and cute and rich GUY!!~~~ hohohoh..is seriously cute
the orchestra is nice thou, but i dun really enjoy the 1st part!!
it is because they have to do start to play wif that *violin*
i almost pee ... yes is true..cox the music is long and sharp and it makes me *pee*
haha...

anyway the day after the orchestra ''wendy becum the gossip of SIT''
COX WEAR TOO SEXY!! alamak!!~~~
my frenx got shock too when i wore that to orchestra..but luckily they say is nice la..\
(IS 60 BUCKX of cox is nice) ><
haha...actually i bought that dress last min. in KLCC.. cox my normal shirt is not allow!!~~
*sigh* thank too sassy,bee ling theyll support my financial in that last min!!~~~TQ***

BUT IN THE END WE DID ENJOY THE ORCHESTRA...hehe~~!!

i dunno wat u want... i dunno wat i want..

2007-07-03T05:24:00.000-07:00

my 19th' was not good..

i dunno wat i wan
i dunno wat im doin..
i dunno wat im goin to do..
i dunno wat am i suppose to do...
i dunno where should i go..
i dunno where shall i go...
i dunno... and i dunnoo...

im goin crazy by asking saying this d-u-n-n-o...

as my bad luck keep cumin~~~~

2007-06-24T07:48:00.000-07:00

i dunno how to explain to u guys wat happen to me..
things are getting worst day by day...
things are getting bad day by day...
i dunno i can handle it or not...
and i dunno i can stand up bravely in front of u guys AND TALK LIKE A NORMAL CHEERFUL AND TALKATIVE WENDY...

AS WENDY NOW IS BEING GHOST BY BAD LUCK!!~~~

i so wanna thanks to my friend who stand besides me
a friends that gave me advice and listen to me and not being ignore when im in trouble..

as i can feel this bad luck gonna happen soon on few months back..
and it so true that it really happen...

as i want to be alone
as i want to be myself
as i want some1 who true to me talk to me..
as i want an angel besides me as im down..

GOD PLEASE SEND ME AN ANGEL NOW!!! I SO WANNA DIE NOW!!

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dilemma!! dilemma!! dilemma!!

2007-06-18T10:28:00.000-07:00

hmmm..
im in dilemma rite now!! i mean now..means now!!
arh!!

D.........I....L...E...M...M....A..!!

IM SO SHOCK THAT I CANT BREATH UNTIL AN END!!

oh my god dilemma gila!!

wien dee or chan wien dee

2007-06-15T02:55:00.000-07:00

hm...
wien dee say that my blog is damn cho lo!!
=.=''
bt yet is true la...
haha...cox all the rude word is in there...
u tot i wan meh??? mis wien dee.. hahaha

i usually use my blog to lepaskan my geram ...lol..
cox put too much prob. inside my heart can die wan lerh!! haha

bout' previous post is actually bout' my exam and my assignment
that im doing/goin to do...cox i put too much of stress..
and i wrote there dying not memang dying la...
is inside my heart has a feeling of dying..u noe nyawa nyawa ikan..
haha... most ppl read my blog sud. got shock and say:

''huh,wendy will say this word meh?? '' or
'' is this wendy blog??''

of cox is my blog k!!
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bt anyway wont happen next time d..
if i wanna scold i will put **** there..haha

><

dying soon!!

2007-06-10T08:41:00.000-07:00

i almost faint yesterday..
i almost die in the hospital yeaterday...
i almost thrown out all the water from my body yesterday...
and my parents al most call a casket car for me...

gosh!!...
i all happen almost all inb one day..
and god almost sent me top heaven yesterday..
but luckily i recover..

but too bad...
my brain, my head stil spinning..
spiinning cox of dizziness...
spiining cox of weakness....
and god...pls help me recover soon..

and im too young to die..
im too young to let u send me to heaven..
and im too young too let u punish me to go to heaven ..

cox i got toone of things not yet dooo...
i stil got my future to go...
i still got a lot of things to makes my dream come true..

sooo godd!! plx dont let me die so soon

=.=

WAAAAAIIITINGGGG!~~~~~~~

2007-06-08T11:44:00.000-07:00

IM WAITING FOR U~~~
WAITING FOR U~~
WAITING FOR U KISS ME AT THE NITE...

......

AS I MISS U AS MANY OTHERS DONT DO~~~
I - HOPE- U -KNOW- WHO-AM-I...

><

.....

MUAKXXX....

as i though u are not...BUT Actually u ar..

2007-06-06T08:53:00.000-07:00

im so depressed to meet tonne of frenx that i believe on have makes me dissapointed..
as i believe in u but u turn another way round and fought me back..
wat the heck..

U NOE THE REASON WHY I IGNORE U AND STOP ASKING ME WHY???

u noe why i hate u and stop asking me why..
u noe ur mistake and stop asking me why..
i treat u as a frenx and u used me..
i treat u as a frenx and u play me..
i treat u as a frenx and u dun really treat me as urs..
i treat u as a frenx and u irritated me..
i treat u as a frenx and u annoyed me each and every day,every minutes and every second..

how can i say yes to u to be my frenx again?? u tell me...
cox u dun get it rite watx frenx means to u...
and evrytime i been nice to u , u try to be misundertanding by having a feeling tat i love u...
I CAN TREAT U AS MY BUDDY BECAUSE U ARE MY FRENX...

but each and everytime u asking me to be ur gf...
i got irritated by giving u the same reason why..

i noe u wanna be frenx wif me..
i noe u wan our frenx relationship to go on well...
but as ur attitude like that..how can u wan me be ur frenx back??
and u did a stupid decision by asking me buy a book backs to u as u promise that i shouldnt do it last time..??
how sissy u ar?? u tell me??
i dun blame and i dun wanna argue wif u wif that books that i need to return back new wan...
but i jux dun get it u use this thing as a revenge and all this ''misunderstanding'' is all cox by u...
U TELL ME , WHO IS BEING UN REASONABLE RITE NOW??
u tell me , u being like thix how u wanna me tell u watx wrong between u and me...

if i tell u why u sure irritated me gain'
and asking me and giving me tonnes of excuses plus I HATE THIX...
U NOE U ARE WRONG ...
stop being so innocent and act nothing wrong...

u have screw half of my life away!~~~

only LEFT one paper to go~~~~~

2007-06-04T06:58:00.000-07:00

okie okie..
my nightmare is gonna over by tomolo..
by now i still havin bussinightmare...
i still got marketing to go....alamak!!!~~~

=.=
...

+.+

...

stil need to get over thix paper 1st then only free marrr~~~~rite??

=.=''

wish me LUCK!!! yoyoyo!!

i CaN dOOOOOOOOOOO iT!!~~~

2007-06-03T11:05:00.000-07:00

DARN...!!
my exam is tomolo..
even is small quiz..but then..i can say it effect alot on my grades yo!!
i wanna get HD...
halleluyah!!holly god plx help me!!
FINE....

=.=

i got music tomolo,i got marketing the day after tomolo...
ohhhhhhhh...wat the heck!!!
im gonna be SIAU... and will end up in tanjung rambutan one day..
and plus i got the stupid trip to take over...
plus i got annual ball stuff to do...
holly god...
plx let me get thix over my head yo!!...
i wish..and i wish...
i will finish/accomplish them IN ASAP...........!!

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...

=.=

...

=.=''

...

IM SO STRESS!!!!!!!
and i noe I CAN DOOOOOOO IT!! yay'

2nd ReGREAT-ing situation.. =.=''

2007-06-02T00:12:00.001-07:00

darn...
it happens after the SEMINAR... few hours later i got nothing to do wif..
i plan to study my marketing...so i went to the ''activities room''..
(is a room for student to relax..thr have tv,books,sofa..which can makes student be comfortable in the room)..
tat time i already half death half alive..cox worry-ing bout the seminar stuff...
then i dun freaking bother the other situation tat happen-ing outside of my mind..
so i jux keep worry-ing...
then someone went in the room ...is HIM..
fine..tat time i got no feeling to consider LOVE HIM OR W'EVR'...
so i jux continue worry-ing..
then out of the sudden,i dunno where i hav the dare..
i told him bout' he seminar stuff...pretty okie then..
then he went out n went in the room gain'..
tat time my heart beat fast..
he was jux standing beside me..n i can c he is darn nervous too..then
we been silent awhile..(only can hear our breath sound)
haha..c we are darn nervous...
so was waiting for him to say gain'..
bt in the end he walk away..
fck!! it was jux a little closer to be couplke wif''
y dun he jux ask n stop being freaking nervous in frnt of me..
im waiting okie..
ALAMAK!! is like wasted ... holly god..help me!!~~~

ReGRET-ing gain'.... =.=''

2007-06-01T23:48:00.000-07:00

it was a STUPID day for me...
it happen like thix...
usually every friday i dun have any clases...
i usually go for meeting or any important purpose ONLY...
so thix weekday(dunno when?bt i noe is not including friday)...
ms yip ask me to go for higher achiever seminar..
thix seminar is not for all student..only for HIGHER ACHIEVER nia...
and wat the heck happen to mis yip?! she ask me to go for tat stupid seminar..
fine...
so i went...it was early 9 o'clock..
(yo!! it was so darn early)
tat time i was half asleep...half awake...
i went to the conference room..
at 1st i tot it will be TONNES of student inside..
but in the end..its only 5 students...
blar!! =.=''
so without any doubt i jux went in..n i tot it was jux a seminar..
(wat i mean bout' seminar is sit down quietly and wait till them finish talking...tatx it..)
but it came another way round...
we have to do public speaking in front of all that stupid ppl...
AND I GOT SHOCK...
so wat to do?? i did my public BY FORCING n i DID IT BADLY..
I DARN NERVOUS...and i got all tense up..wtf!!..
so after the break..i ran away..quickly..
OK-LAH...EVRYBODY NOTICE TATX..
after few hours later andrew n e-foong told me bout ''my ran away'' stuff..maybe will caught into big trouble...fck!!
-I JUX DUN FREAKING CARE '-
bt somehow it stil tense me up at 1st..
i got nervous... sigh!!!

=.=''

wat?WAT?wAt???!!!!

2007-06-01T09:23:00.000-07:00

DONT FEEL LIKE POST-ING...
so ...

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ignore this lame post!!

=.=''

To All THe BITCH OUTSide!!

2007-05-31T09:10:00.000-07:00

yo,bitch...this is for u...
.....
...
You wanna talk shit bout' me...
FINE!!!
you wanna think shit bout' me..
FINE!!
YOU WANNA START SHIT BOUT ME
FINE!!!
you PLAN to hate me
FINE!!
....you starts getting the pic??...
I.DONT.CARE.MUCH!!

and StOp talking bad bout' me bitch!!
YOU ARE MAKING ME FAMOUS!!!
....
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after thinkin bout my pass, havin a frenx who so call frnx...
acting like one and pretend to be one..
being sincere to them end up turn another way round n badstab...
(u noe who u ar,u badstab me 1st then i PAID u bck twice)
jux dun get it why....fuck!!

try to forget the pass n being TOO SINCERE wif u guys..
but end up all the bitches words came into ur mouth...
and start wif all the lil bitches stuff...

holly god...
pitty them tatx dunno watx the word call SINCERE!!

><

i love HIM...he noe..but i make a mixtake!!!

2007-05-29T06:29:00.000-07:00

arh,am i a morron or wat??
haix...

i think i have a feeling towards him few months bck...
no idea... the feeling jux came all in sudden..
i mean love means love ok...
but maybe some ppl said i fall for ppl easily..
but this is diff...tat guys u ppl saying out thr is jux flirt or call admire some kinda like tat...
but to ''J'' im totally in too it...
i mean i said i Like him means i realli like...
u guys cant see tat..
cox im trying to be sporting in front of him..
ok fine...
at 1st i noe i like him...but im not sure he love me or not...
i jux can feel tat he love by spying and looking at me one kind love/admire look...
ok fine...tatx normal..
cox in college..i meet tonne of guys like that..which mean the guy i hav no feelin wif...
i cant 100% sure they love/admire ... is jux a feeling and action that can make me feel like tat...
fine...
i tot it was jux my feeling bout' tat...cox might be 50% accurate 50% not accurate..
ok fine...
until one day...sumting happen..
ok..i can tell,i almost got couple wif him last week
im so stupid tat i ran away after he said ''SUMTIN'' to me
i dun realli got listen wat he is talking bout'
but then is sumtin tat i roughly wat i tell u guys la..
but i jux run away..i dunno why??...
kena shock or sumtin like tat.. ><
ok fine..
but in the end i got seriously regret bout my action...
jux hope he can say ''SUMTIN''...gain'...

><

gosh!! gosh !! gosh!!!

2007-05-20T08:32:00.000-07:00

omg!!! OH MY GOD!! OHHHHHHHH MYYY GODDDD....

i started to realize i only left 1 and the half month bfor final..
and i still lepak-ing like a secondary student...
and i dun even realize that I GOT TONNE OF BOOKS TO READ...

WAT THE HECK NOW??
im seriously regret..
i got TONNE OF MUSIC to memorise,MARKETING to study,MORAL to und. wat the heck mr chia teach...n my FINITE MATHS to do my exercise...

oh wat the heck now!!
i must start my engine now ...bfor it is too late!!!

Jeanne thanks!!!

2007-05-19T13:06:00.000-07:00

yo yo!! thanks jeanne for tagging me ..muaxx...

how do u update urself
-i dun read newspaper(=.= blek!!)
- read magazine
- internet/on9
-reader digest
-tatx all!!(cant think of anything)

wat do u wish u have
-a car
-two degree cert.(there is a reason)
-labtop(so in to it esp. Ferrari acer)

wat do u up to on thix month
-faster end of this sem
-i want to sleep so badly
- i need a break

wat makes u crazy most
-crazy story
-doin careless mistake
-stress(man i always bcum crazy when i hav stress)

wats ur attitude
- blurr (hey,i dun wan!!! i wan b more alert!! gosh)
- demand n judge ppl (sumtimes when i gone crazy n tension gila!!)
- childish(i wan to be more mature okie!!)
- sometimes lazy also included ><

wat makes u happie
-eat chocolate
-frenx who close to my heart n und. me more(my dear lei,pei zhi ,carol,seow hui,beeling,mabel,wei yin,haza,ailing,peipei,rei,wei hao,eng kiat,hao yan,haza,bao bei n more outside thr)
-being love n care
-being pamper

tags who
-nicola(ur in hoho)
-jia wei (ham sap fella)
-himaki(cutie u ar tagg!!)
- john(u ar so in tag!! haha)

hey,nathan tag me!!!

2007-05-19T12:22:00.000-07:00

yo!! thanks nathan for tagging me ><...

5 things found in your purse/wallet

- IC
- Student ID
- Money (important)
- photo
- Driving license

5 fav things in your room

- desktop
- Bed
- furniture
- Mirror
- Air-conditioner

5 types of humans

- human who act nicely in front of u but doin backstab behind(wtf!!)
- people who act and looks like an idiot ( blek!! so ugly...)
- people who talks in front of you but looking at other people reaction(damn hate thix kinda ppl)
- people who think negatively bout' other ppl behaviour and end up making story and starts to judge people actions. (omg!! i damn hate thix kinda fella..u better go and die!!)
- people who is selfish(tonnes out thr)

5 things you've always wanted 2 do

- have a good nite sleep
- idiot n backstaber plx go away far far frm me!!
- get HD in my exam
- want more n more money
- forget all the burden

5 things you are currently in2

- pls faster end up the annual ball stuff
- movie!!
- study study study
- i wan to sleep
- chat n talk n talk

Tag who?

- bryan
- Rei ( yo!! dun cum n complain to me tat i did not tag u)
- kai hao(handsome guy)
- jue shuan (cuttie n hottie)
- pei pei ( pretty lady n stop calling me ''mei mei'' i will be mature soon!! )

barred me ..

2007-05-19T11:22:00.000-07:00

plx dun go against me thix few days im super emo
or else i wil send u to hell instead of heaven...

gosh!!! =.=

i dunno wat the heck is happenin to me thix few days..
my heart been bleeding...
and i cry n cry n cry every nitex..until i cant even get to sleep..
gosh!! wat the heck now??

i dunno watx wrong wif me thix few days..
but sumtin tell me that im not in a good mood thix days...

arh!!!

'gain ~~~~

2007-05-17T05:26:00.000-07:00

yooohoooo..... -at last everything come n end now... ><
hey,my beloved frenx out thr...
to kiat n yan... if me and caroline and yang did something wrg towards u guys plx forgive us..
n yang thank you for teman-ing me ..to makes things clear...
yup yup yup,, any misund. already gone ( psst. disappear in thin air..)

yooohooo...everything is fine now..
but i still havin problem on my future edu.
haix... wth now???

>< hehe...

oik!!~~~
i plan i go bck at 8 today..bt in the end nic. do me a favor by fetching me bck...
(tq,tq nic..)
and ailing,hey nonit ma fan u today to fetch me bck...bt tomolo mux fetch me go skol lor..haha
pai seh pai seh!!! ><

i owe thix two buddy , by fetching me bck n fro frm college..
tq tq ~~~
and paiseh paiseh !!! ><

anyway,
i plan study my marketing today,
bt then..haix ><
tak jadi pulak....cox no mood la...
stupid wendy,how can like tat??? later fail lerr..... haix =.=
on thix few days something bother me ...
something which is i-dunno-wat..
let me worry...and i hav a feeling sumting bad cumin soon..
(wo the tian ar!!!)
frenx outside thr, plx pray for me!!
plx make sure i can live in save n sound...

huhu!! ~~~~ ><

market!!

2007-05-15T08:19:00.000-07:00

dun i look younger then them??~~

lolx... there are my brother!!
wow, sounds so cool har!!
haha...
actually im was doing my market wif yang (left) as we are a team...
and my dear LEI( right) help me out wif my maths which was few days back!!
he help me alot ..then nic. as he know how to flirt only.. =.= (not in the pic.)
hoho!! dun tel him ya ailing..hehe ><

we do hard hard on tat market stuff...
cox WE INTERESTED N WANNA GET GOOD GRAD ON TAT...
right? yang?? haha...
i was not satisfied wif two of our gangs tat done nothin on our project..
i feel like wanna eliminate them... aiks!! ><
yang help me !!!><

...

MUSIC !! MUSIC!!

2007-05-05T11:53:00.000-07:00

in thix early in the morning..
i woke up for tat ''music'' clax tat end after 3 hours of lec..
i hav to agree today is my 1st day clax...
( ponteng my 1st lec. clx. ><)..
tat lec. have the looked of half artist half musician..
he let me feel like he was/were a genius of history music ..
at the beginning of classes he put up ''instrument music''...
it sounds like 10 century music..
anyway, it sounds nice and full of meaningful eventhough it jux play by the instrument..
( tapi i tak tahu watx the meaning la ><)..
after tat we talk talk talk bout the music notes and treble clef ,bass clef...
he put out some music .. (title is ''over the rainbow'' by harnold arlen (1938))..got another song something call ''argentina''... ><
then he told us bout harmony,chord,chord progression,consonance,triad,tonic,broken cord..
man,thix is really a history yo!!
even the music also sounds like 10 century ago..
after discuss bout that,
he ask us to recognize a few musics tone /melody..
such as monophonic,polyphonic,homophonic. and watever is tat...
after studying thix..
im kinda confused between melody n tone...

buhh!! tick tock tick tock!!
hell, the time pASS so fast..
when i start to enjoy the clax , it start to dismiss..
haix!!

need to wait for another next week clax yo!!

><

Surprise in Life

Surprise !!

The Halloween

0 Is None

What would it be if it was wasn't so????

What so typical???

Drunk October @@

You got me Hypnotized ~ so MesmeriZed

HEART BROKEN

Angel came in my LIFE~

scam company

i promise

Looking On the Right side~

irene wedding~

Lee Hom Concert

... Adelaide,Australia

Bukit tinggi ~ pahang~

i.. i stop..

**

Im experiencing and dealing...

Thank you~

As Im Keep Breathing~

The person tht have been with me...

hehe :)

i have shift!!

i always get what i want- avril :) so true

The changes we made,the extraordinary thing i had~

is it important to me?

wendy's back~

well well welll!!!~

well i decided!!

well i decided!!

alrite!!

yes!!

yay!! but sad!! :(

how??

well im so happie !!

~psstt~~!!

OH MY GOD!!

WEELLL..IM SHY!!

im sorry!! im just too depressed

pray for me

FAT

SOMETIME I JUST WANT IT.....

:)

yep!! random...

Have too be

hurtfull msg!!~

lovingyou ~~

maybe he will be alrite~~~

shall i give up on you???

i have to realise ^^

im afraid

i've been tag by jun wei

im in big trouble

-.-

BEGIn ``

i am already back...

wendy found mermaid

i dunno y...and i dunno how???

selamat hari raya and happie deepavali !!!

TANGLUNG day...happie mooncake festival!!

~AT LAST!!!~

last but not least...

"peeps"

besides doin work....!!!

*wink*

aiyo..damn sad

muxt end it by myself!!~~

THE PRE-EVENT

its like almost!!~~

LIFE AS A BUSINESTUDENT

~~ jux wanna be like him...bt cant

i should be happie..but y im not???

^^

Our OpEnInG BoOtH!!~~

CHEER FOR ADD '07!!~~

sorryy!!~~~bt thanks !!~~

sorry for BEING disappear for too long!!~~ =.=

im who im!!~~

wink

sorryy!!~bt thanks !!