i.. i stop..

i stop for a moment...

seriously...

and

it hurt~

**

are u crazy~

*Crazy*

Im experiencing and dealing...

Due to lots of exam,paper,assignment and project...
i feel alot of preasure and worry for a moment...
msg jonathan,called up kelvin,msg beii...
seem it help me a lil...

SO...
i decided keep a book and everything in my head....away~
after cumin bck frm college~
i did not went bck home straight...
(*cox evrything stress is in my room)
i take a long walk and a moment for myself...
keep a deep breath..and start experiencing whr am i now at the moment
...

Journey to MIDVALLEY, in the bus...
listening to "cry on my shoulder"...
surprisingly, i did not buy the lyric bullshit..
(u knw wat i mean...)
i start to experience diff in my being and a tot in my head turn the otherway round...
it let me experience... how beautiful ppl is !!
and im looking at thm in the bus, looking how sparkles their eyes along the journey...
and how beautiful they are~

p/s i did not stare at thm... just browsing looking around and experiencing in the same time

im so surprise that this tot came into me!!~
and i just
shifted!!~

Way to MPH....
a book title "empowering ppl", that ive read a few pages..
a story in the book just let me look in a different perspektive in life.

the last list bfor i leave~

one of the story:

Money did not buy Contentment
(sumtin like that)

the summary of the story:

A fisherman way lying on the beach while enjoying the sunset.
there came a business man,with alot of stress...
asking him "y not u go and catch more fish then lying here do nothing"

fisherman: and then?
(with a bit anger) the business man :u will get more fish and u will get more money!!!@#$
fisher:and then?
(feeling piss off)business man: u will buy a big boat and start hiring ppl to work for u!!@#$
with calm..
fisher: and then?
(feel mad)businessman: u will let ppl do the job for u and u will not fuck care the world and start enjoying sunset!!@#$ DONT U GET IT???
fisher: so wat am i doing now???

.....
:)

Thank you~

My 21st bday with lp121!!~

LP121 ARE U READY??
LP121 GO!~
LP121 GO!~
LP121,
GO!~ GO!~ GO!~

Thanks for the cup cakes!!!

THANKS FOR DIANE, FOR THE LITTLE CUTE CARD!!~
THANKS FOR JONATHAN,LOU GONG FOR THE LITTLE CUTE CARD TOO!!~

ALL REMIND ME ABOUT!!

MY FIRST HANDMADE MUFFIN!~
*PROUD*

Thanks for the event and the cupcake:

special thanks too my beloved:

zang yi
quek
diane
sylvie

for all the preparation ...

i just love u guys!!~

u guys make me fly on my bday!~

thank u!~

As Im Keep Breathing~

After cumin bck in the hospital...
i have a deep deep talk with my grandpa...

Grandpa:
who always support me and believe in me...
who always give me hope and look high on me...
who always want me to take care of my family...
who always want me to be a leader and a protector in my FAMILY...
Who always trust me ~
WHO ALWAYS HAPPY FOR MY EVERY ACHIEVEMENT~

WHO ALWAYS LOVE ME~

I,Wendy Ng... IS TAKING UR ORDER ABOVE...
AND NEVER LET U DOWN~

And surprising he told me,

grandpa: wendy, after ur graduation.....i will bought u a car... i will open a shop for u..
make this happen and take care of ur family!!~

me: (stunning surprisingly.... and almost burst into tear...)

I WILL MAKE U PROUD!!~


DREAM,HOLD,FIGHT AND FLY~