HEART BROKEN

i been disturb and hurt for all this moment,

couldnt even imagine what on earth is happening in my life on past few weeks,

am i here to carry responsibilities for my little brother ?

am i here to be very understanding on behalf of my parents,eventhough i still have thought and point of view BY myside?

and when i being so selfish, i could even give a damn by saying WHAT ABOUT ME???

but this doesnt mean i dont give a damn for my little brother~

is just that im getting piss off with all the trouble that he gave me and he,himself does not give a damn about evryone feeling !!!

and worst of all, he can be this selfish to hurt people that he loved him~

how can he understand all this????

AS HE BEING SO SELFISH UNTIL HIS GIRLFRIEND CALLED AND SCOLDED ME FOR NOT BEING RESPONSIBLE FOR HIM~

(AS SHE HAS NO IDEA WHAT ON EARTH MY BROTHER IS DOING AND BELIEVE ALL HIS LIE??)

WHAT ABOUT THAT???

" this is none of ur business" as he dare to pour out from his mouth as his sister carried all the burden for him~

ive tried many ways to communicate with him,

is just that he dont get it!!!

HE DONT GET IT AT ALL!!!!

and

HE COULD EVEN FORGOTTEN HOW HIS SISTER LOVED HIM SO MUCH THAT SHE DID THE BEST FOR HIM!!! and yet he claim that , we just dun understand him~

HELL NO!!!~

and the worst part is, my parents doesnt want to give a damn...

and god damn mom, just said JUST LET IT BE!!! AND KEEP PAMPERING HIM FOR BEING FORSAKEN GOOD MUM OF HIS~~

what on earth is that???

what about the sister who carried and being respected about his previous decison and he is ruined it???

what about the sister did all the best for him , as he just see nothing???

what about the sister who keep finding the best way to communicate with him???

is not that im being selfish and not understanding~

is just that im hurt here and hell who knows about that????

and the lil brother keep bleeding his sister heart!!

what about that???

im very disapointed by looking the way of my lil bro growing up~

im really am..

but when will he understand?

and when will he be mature and responsible about his life??

( as he keep thinking he really are)

dissapointed me

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