i dunno y...and i dunno how???

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hard for me to explain everything tht happen to me thix year...
serious,it change ..
totally upside down...i dunno y..i try to cope in evrything im doing...
but end up,thing doesnt come up on wat-suppose-to..
i crack my head,and try to calm down....
i being patience all the while...
but yet,things doesnt goes rite...

why???why???
i try my best..
i do wat am i suppose to..
bt why??
why?? does it cum out in the other way round???

i dun get it??and i pray hard..
I NOE GOD IS LISTENING TO ME..
AND YET,I NOE HE WILL ANSWER MY CALL...

god i put my life 100% on u..
i trust u..
and i know u are helping me rite now..

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pathetic wendy...