To All THe BITCH OUTSide!!

yo,bitch...this is for u...
.....
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You wanna talk shit bout' me...
FINE!!!
you wanna think shit bout' me..
FINE!!
YOU WANNA START SHIT BOUT ME
FINE!!!
you PLAN to hate me
FINE!!
....you starts getting the pic??...
I.DONT.CARE.MUCH!!

and StOp talking bad bout' me bitch!!
YOU ARE MAKING ME FAMOUS!!!
....
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after thinkin bout my pass, havin a frenx who so call frnx...
acting like one and pretend to be one..
being sincere to them end up turn another way round n badstab...
(u noe who u ar,u badstab me 1st then i PAID u bck twice)
jux dun get it why....fuck!!

try to forget the pass n being TOO SINCERE wif u guys..
but end up all the bitches words came into ur mouth...
and start wif all the lil bitches stuff...

holly god...
pitty them tatx dunno watx the word call SINCERE!!

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i love HIM...he noe..but i make a mixtake!!!

arh,am i a morron or wat??
haix...

i think i have a feeling towards him few months bck...
no idea... the feeling jux came all in sudden..
i mean love means love ok...
but maybe some ppl said i fall for ppl easily..
but this is diff...tat guys u ppl saying out thr is jux flirt or call admire some kinda like tat...
but to ''J'' im totally in too it...
i mean i said i Like him means i realli like...
u guys cant see tat..
cox im trying to be sporting in front of him..
ok fine...
at 1st i noe i like him...but im not sure he love me or not...
i jux can feel tat he love by spying and looking at me one kind love/admire look...
ok fine...tatx normal..
cox in college..i meet tonne of guys like that..which mean the guy i hav no feelin wif...
i cant 100% sure they love/admire ... is jux a feeling and action that can make me feel like tat...
fine...
i tot it was jux my feeling bout' tat...cox might be 50% accurate 50% not accurate..
ok fine...
until one day...sumting happen..
ok..i can tell,i almost got couple wif him last week
im so stupid tat i ran away after he said ''SUMTIN'' to me
i dun realli got listen wat he is talking bout'
but then is sumtin tat i roughly wat i tell u guys la..
but i jux run away..i dunno why??...
kena shock or sumtin like tat.. ><
ok fine..
but in the end i got seriously regret bout my action...
jux hope he can say ''SUMTIN''...gain'...

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gosh!! gosh !! gosh!!!

omg!!! OH MY GOD!! OHHHHHHHH MYYY GODDDD....

i started to realize i only left 1 and the half month bfor final..
and i still lepak-ing like a secondary student...
and i dun even realize that I GOT TONNE OF BOOKS TO READ...

WAT THE HECK NOW??
im seriously regret..
i got TONNE OF MUSIC to memorise,MARKETING to study,MORAL to und. wat the heck mr chia teach...n my FINITE MATHS to do my exercise...

oh wat the heck now!!
i must start my engine now ...bfor it is too late!!!

Jeanne thanks!!!

yo yo!! thanks jeanne for tagging me ..muaxx...

how do u update urself
-i dun read newspaper(=.= blek!!)
- read magazine
- internet/on9
-reader digest
-tatx all!!(cant think of anything)

wat do u wish u have
-a car
-two degree cert.(there is a reason)
-labtop(so in to it esp. Ferrari acer)


wat do u up to on thix month
-faster end of this sem
-i want to sleep so badly
- i need a break

wat makes u crazy most
-crazy story
-doin careless mistake
-stress(man i always bcum crazy when i hav stress)

wats ur attitude
- blurr (hey,i dun wan!!! i wan b more alert!! gosh)
- demand n judge ppl (sumtimes when i gone crazy n tension gila!!)
- childish(i wan to be more mature okie!!)
- sometimes lazy also included ><

wat makes u happie
-eat chocolate
-frenx who close to my heart n und. me more(my dear lei,pei zhi ,carol,seow hui,beeling,mabel,wei yin,haza,ailing,peipei,rei,wei hao,eng kiat,hao yan,haza,bao bei n more outside thr)
-being love n care
-being pamper

tags who
-nicola(ur in hoho)
-jia wei (ham sap fella)
-himaki(cutie u ar tagg!!)
- john(u ar so in tag!! haha)

hey,nathan tag me!!!

yo!! thanks nathan for tagging me ><...

5 things found in your purse/wallet

- IC
- Student ID
- Money (important)
- photo
- Driving license

5 fav things in your room

- desktop
- Bed
- furniture
- Mirror
- Air-conditioner

5 types of humans

- human who act nicely in front of u but doin backstab behind(wtf!!)
- people who act and looks like an idiot ( blek!! so ugly...)
- people who talks in front of you but looking at other people reaction(damn hate thix kinda ppl)
- people who think negatively bout' other ppl behaviour and end up making story and starts to judge people actions. (omg!! i damn hate thix kinda fella..u better go and die!!)
- people who is selfish(tonnes out thr)


5 things you've always wanted 2 do

- have a good nite sleep
- idiot n backstaber plx go away far far frm me!!
- get HD in my exam
- want more n more money
- forget all the burden

5 things you are currently in2

- pls faster end up the annual ball stuff
- movie!!
- study study study
- i wan to sleep
- chat n talk n talk

Tag who?

- bryan
- Rei ( yo!! dun cum n complain to me tat i did not tag u)
- kai hao(handsome guy)
- jue shuan (cuttie n hottie)
- pei pei ( pretty lady n stop calling me ''mei mei'' i will be mature soon!! )

barred me ..

plx dun go against me thix few days im super emo
or else i wil send u to hell instead of heaven...

gosh!!! =.=

i dunno wat the heck is happenin to me thix few days..
my heart been bleeding...
and i cry n cry n cry every nitex..until i cant even get to sleep..
gosh!! wat the heck now??

i dunno watx wrong wif me thix few days..
but sumtin tell me that im not in a good mood thix days...

arh!!!

'gain ~~~~

yooohoooo..... -at last everything come n end now... ><
hey,my beloved frenx out thr...
to kiat n yan... if me and caroline and yang did something wrg towards u guys plx forgive us..
n yang thank you for teman-ing me ..to makes things clear...
yup yup yup,, any misund. already gone ( psst. disappear in thin air..)

yooohooo...everything is fine now..
but i still havin problem on my future edu.
haix... wth now???

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oik!!~~~
i plan i go bck at 8 today..bt in the end nic. do me a favor by fetching me bck...
(tq,tq nic..)
and ailing,hey nonit ma fan u today to fetch me bck...bt tomolo mux fetch me go skol lor..haha
pai seh pai seh!!! ><

i owe thix two buddy , by fetching me bck n fro frm college..
tq tq ~~~
and paiseh paiseh !!! ><

anyway,
i plan study my marketing today,
bt then..haix ><
tak jadi pulak....cox no mood la...
stupid wendy,how can like tat??? later fail lerr..... haix =.=
on thix few days something bother me ...
something which is i-dunno-wat..
let me worry...and i hav a feeling sumting bad cumin soon..
(wo the tian ar!!!)
frenx outside thr, plx pray for me!!
plx make sure i can live in save n sound...

huhu!! ~~~~ ><

market!!

dun i look younger then them??~~

lolx... there are my brother!!
wow, sounds so cool har!!
haha...
actually im was doing my market wif yang (left) as we are a team...
and my dear LEI( right) help me out wif my maths which was few days back!!
he help me alot ..then nic. as he know how to flirt only.. =.= (not in the pic.)
hoho!! dun tel him ya ailing..hehe ><

we do hard hard on tat market stuff...
cox WE INTERESTED N WANNA GET GOOD GRAD ON TAT...
right? yang?? haha...
i was not satisfied wif two of our gangs tat done nothin on our project..
i feel like wanna eliminate them... aiks!! ><
yang help me !!!><

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MUSIC !! MUSIC!!

in thix early in the morning..
i woke up for tat ''music'' clax tat end after 3 hours of lec..
i hav to agree today is my 1st day clax...
( ponteng my 1st lec. clx. ><)..
tat lec. have the looked of half artist half musician..
he let me feel like he was/were a genius of history music ..
at the beginning of classes he put up ''instrument music''...
it sounds like 10 century music..
anyway, it sounds nice and full of meaningful eventhough it jux play by the instrument..
( tapi i tak tahu watx the meaning la ><)..
after tat we talk talk talk bout the music notes and treble clef ,bass clef...
he put out some music .. (title is ''over the rainbow'' by harnold arlen (1938))..got another song something call ''argentina''... ><
then he told us bout harmony,chord,chord progression,consonance,triad,tonic,broken cord..
man,thix is really a history yo!!
even the music also sounds like 10 century ago..
after discuss bout that,
he ask us to recognize a few musics tone /melody..
such as monophonic,polyphonic,homophonic. and watever is tat...
after studying thix..
im kinda confused between melody n tone...

buhh!! tick tock tick tock!!
hell, the time pASS so fast..
when i start to enjoy the clax , it start to dismiss..
haix!!

need to wait for another next week clax yo!!

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tag tag tag!!

Layer One: On The Outside
Name: wendy ng wen li
Birth Date: 22 march 88
Current status: single
Eye Colour: dark brown
Hair Colour: Black
Righty or Lefty: righty

Layer Two: On The Inside
Your Heritage: Chinese
Your Fears: hurts by some1
Your Weakness:very blurr,like smal kid(mox ppl said tat dunno y)..and not mature... =.=
Your Perfect Pizza: france pizza
Your Most Missed Memory: being love by some one

Layer Four: Your Pick
Pepsi or Coke:coke ..pepsi suckx..
McDonald's or Burger King: nvr eat burger king bfor..mcd also not so nice..dunno la
Single or Group Dates:single date
Adidas or Nike: no comment..
Tea or Nestea: tea...da best
Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate
Cappucino or Coffee: both also no..yuckx!!

Layer Five: Do You...
Smoke:Never ever...

Layer Nine: In a Girl/Guy
Best Eye Colour: blue
Best Hair Colour: Black da best
Short Hair or Long Hair: long!!

Layer Ten: What Were You Doing
1 Min Ago: chatting bout annual..damn!!
1 Hour Ago: at college set up booth
4.5 Hours Ago: doin my design wif ronald,e fong n andrew n a group of committee and frenx..
1 Month Ago:being hurt by moroon...
1 Year Ago: sooo happie to go to college...


Layer Eleven: Finish The Sentence
I Love:being loved ny special one..
I Feel: hurts!!
I Hate: people who annoyed n fuck a lot!!
I Hide: my emo. when i loved some1..
I Miss: my old teddy..
I Need: some1 who can take care of me..and i can trust them..

Layer Twelve: Tag Five People
bla bla bla...
bla bla bla..

aRh!!! i hate this...

dont u know i hate u b'cox of thix..
i say no means no,
i say cant means cant,
dun u get it wat i mean..
god plx help! let him understand..
i been nice to u cox u ar my frenx..
i been good to u cox u have helped me bfor..
plx dun get it wrong...
plx dun mistaken..
if u wan us to be frenx again plx dun annoyed me again..
sometimes u ar too annoying until i feel like killing u...
sometimes u are too annoying until i feel like kick ur ass...

be a man!!...
be a wise n a good wan..
stop being so annoying..
stop being so ''mo liu''...
i wil hate u then ever if u did it ever gain'..
and plx get outta my way!!! i m mad here yo!!

im sorry for thix to u yo!!...
bt u ar seriously VERY ANNOYING..
u noe y ppl hate u??
u noe y u got no close frenx??
u noe y u alwayx alone??
COX U AR TOO ANNOYING UNTIL PPL HATE U YO!!!
INCLUDED ME YO!!

bfor u let me mad at u and curse u to hell...
plx get outta my way..
n stop annoyed me gain' yo!!

i really mean it yo!!

at least i been cure abit!!

something makes me feel weird and a bit better today!!
i do charity work at kampung raja uda today.. not so bored...
since i getting a few new frenx there...

hahaha...
i get to noe sit senior(not adp senior..is totally diff..)
we talk alot of craps todays...

actually already plan on 8 in d mornin,tat senior will fetch us larh..
bt in the end he fetch us at 8 sumtin..i dun get to wait for him instead he was waiting for me...paiseh!!!
cox i woke up late.. n they wait for me around 10min..cox i need to bath n do sumting like tat..
in the end i rush 3x... haha...
so we went to sook yee hse...and then straight away got to the charity hse..
we sell bookmarks n chocolate...
at 1st i tot we wont get to sell everythin today..cox the both demand is less compare to others..
bt in the end ..hohohho!!! we sold everything..haha...
and i got praised frm d senior..

''adp student !! u got pontential here''..haha (duh!! of cox') haha...

im d only adp student thr since they dunno my name they call me adp... haha
after selling half of it i went to bought sum food thr wif ailing..i bought few drink n food..
when im having the last piece of my food tat senior take it frm me n eat ''yukss!!..
i ate already larh..bt he dun mind !! he jux ate nicely in front of me..
yer!!! haha..he is kinda maniac i think..

after selling. my senior fetch me bck to temple n my mom fetch me bck home...
i straight away went to bed until 8pm after cumin bck home..
cox i slept at 4am yeaterday doing craps things... haha

in the end..
i start to realizes my heart had been heal 10% of it already...
hope i can recover!!